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Dark Lotus

Dark Lotus is an American hip hop supergroup based in Detroit, Michigan. Formed in 1998, the group consists of Psychopathic Records-associated rappers Joseph Bruce and Joseph Utsler of Insane Clown Posse, Jamie Spaniolo and Paul Methric of Twiztid, and Chris Rouleau. more »

Year:

2001

5:09

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Pain is sexual 
And I'm horny, I'm horny, horny 

I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone 
Between four trees I get it on 
My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me 
It ain't easy knocking over a tree (I pass out) 
I wake up the room is padded 
It would appear I've had it 
But hold up 
Close rip, wrap them around my neck 
And choke myself to death, no breath 
Now I'm out, I'm strapped down 
Wait, I can still move my head around 
I got about four inches between the back of my head 
And the metal gurney bed 
Slamming it, retractions 
I feel the back of my skull is cracking 
A broken bone is piercing my brain 
And oh, I just hammered it in

Ah
Ah I hurt myself 
God I hurt myself 
Stop me 
Pain, pain 
Stop me 

I'm sitting in the dark, talking to myself 
Why does everybody tell me that I need help? 
I'm in love with pain 
I take a needle or a knife 
And drive that mother f***er through my windpipe 
Just might 
Take a razor blade 
Dip it in some gas 
See if I can take a little skin of the calf 
Grotesque I'm a walking body bag 
And when it all heals I'll pick the scabs 

Alone in the casket, buried in the earth 
Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt 
Kick out the door till my legs fall off 
Try to use my head my skulls to soft 
The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys 
Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me 
Keep stabbing and sticking 
And pulling all the blood spitting 
And I cut off the oxygen 
And take my own life again 

Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me 
Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me

Do you wanna die? Do you need my help? 
Is it self mutilation that you're bringing on yourself 
Went through the same situation 1 year ago 
I guess that explains all the scars on my throat 
Why you still breathing, are you still alive? 
Escaping from the demons that you had locked inside 
You death suicidal than come an play my game 
One gun, one bullet if you're it no pain 

A layer up skin oh, I pull it back 
And smooth it back down with some simple smack (ouch) 
Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league 
Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave 
Yeah go ahead curse me you faggots 
So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits 
I don't consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy 
Now shut the f*** up here 
Batter up

Cut and slice away with a steak knife 
Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe 
Exacto blade underneath the fingernail 
Bleed and make another cut, f***ing might as well 
Tablespoon of Morton's salt pour it on the wound 
If it don't burn you don't know what you doing 
If you fail just return to start 
Self defecation is a beautiful art 

Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me 
Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me

Stop me
Stop me
Pain is sexual 

Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me 
Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
Ah stop me

Pain is sexual 
Stop me

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