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care if my house is chilled
I lie around and wait in darkness
Wasting away in a maladaptive Daydream

Wasting away in a maladaptive Daydream
Wasting away

Maladaptive daydream, maladaptive daydream
Maladaptive daydream, maladaptive daydream

Do you know I felt like everything
Was possible and amazing

I live in

a train
And you broke my heart again
As the one who I could not relate to

But everything is a body to be seen
But everything it seems to be a maladaptive

I love talking to my friends on the daily
The real world people looking at me crazy
They don't know the perspective of a maladaptive daydream

Cindy, am I dying?
Stars, I'll try defy them
Dreaming, I'm not crying
Let me feel alive again

Cindy said I'm faking
These maladaptive daydreams

your mind's entrapment: a reaction maladaptive
Gripping detachment. You're your greatest distraction

You become what you focus on
But your attention

Vengeance on my killing voice
Claw my way and find the light
Black out the lies
I, will embrace resistance
Rise, from the maladaptive
Torment, from my inner

mouth
I guess this is me now
And I blame you if not for all your
Maladaptive daydreaming
I'd never be in this place
Day drinking in a
Hole in the wall

what to keep in confidence

Now we're friends, now you're radioactive
Just so beautiful, now so unattractive
You can do anything, you're so maladaptive

I profess all my dreams
All the butterflies freed, yet confined in their maladaptive schemas
I confess I'm revealing the prophecised demon
Confused

maladaptive appetites
Peaty flesh begins to molder, putrefy then liquefy

Lying fetid in the dank and odiferous earth
Regressing to a primordial soup of unbirth

how to love me

Lost at sea 
Keeping me captive 
Breaking waves 
I'm maladaptive
Keep the black
Keep the black 
Keep the black
Keep the black

Apologies

maladaptive appetites
Peaty flesh begins to molder, putrefy then liquefy

Lying fetid in the dank and odiferous earth
Regressing to a primordial soup of unbirth

Lying, I keep it up
Maladaptive
Reaching out to thoughts to calm my anxious feelings
Feeding off distractions till I don't feel anymore
Numbing senses,

Maladaptive but I'm attractive
I put these niggas on their back that's me getting active
I take the beat and hold it captive
And while I'm at it
Set the bar

Caught me in one of those
Maladaptive daydreams
The kind you denounce out loud
And secretly believe wholeheartedly
This time i'm in California
With

back down
I want you to tell them that you love the way that they're not maladaptive
Not malcontent, not malignant or maleficent, but rather that you

exists
Outside is an illusion
There is only lonely loneliness
Not a whisper you could miss
My body is failing
The night is prevailing
Maladaptive insides

altogether?
Is it found at the university
Or in the pews where you know them church folks be?
Where's the key to flushing all my maladaptive
Preconditioning

won't be fighting the pull
Because inside is beautiful

Hoping
Maladaptive coping
Better than a dope fiend
You still have a shot
Don't bring
Too much

irredeemable to you
I know the things I've put you through
The self-control I must pursue
And now these dreams, maladaptive
The echo and the sound
The free

But the good scars like the bad things
Like maladaptive daydreams
Making me wish I never had them

It's for the best left anhedonic
What else was there

alone
Although my strategies are somewhat maladaptive
I like to think they work, at least for me
And with wondrous ease
I'm gonna float off with

like a daydream
Maladaptive fantasy
Closed my eyes and went to you when real life got too scary

Today i pulled a tarot card
Was the hanged man reversed