Life of the Party

I don't wanna believe that it's over I don't wanna believe that it's over I gotta take my time with this one You might see me smilin' But inside I'm dying Too proud to let it show I ain't the one You won't see me crying But it's hard to let it go All my time on the tour bus Wasn't good for us And then you throw it all Started gettin' around with a few choice chicks But we had something special Plus the sex was sick [Bridge:] Do you remember From the bed to the wall On the floor by the fireplace? I know you remember On the truck, couldn't wait So we got off on the garden state Somehow we must of got all turned around on last freeway Now I can't find my way home to you Oh girl [Chorus:] Still I get love in the hood Still arguin' Acting like my life is all good Still Putting up a false bravado When I lost you, I lost my winning ticket to lotto Still Every time I raise my glass I try to drink away my past To the world I might appear to be the life of the party But they don't see me Oh, I never thought I'd be the one missing Oh, I can't take this emptiness And I can't keep going on like this And I can't keep pretending that this don't hurt like a mother, babe I know that it's crazy for me to come over I had to see you I know I got to change, girl I'll do that quick You need to take me back 'cause the sex was sick [Bridge] [Chorus] Oh, baby Remember when we used to ride the bus Girl, how we came up Fine Korean chicks and all that I'd give it up just to have you back 'Cause money's only paper, girl And this house don't feel like home when I'm alone Whenever you see me Baby, remember [Chorus] Y'all don't see You only see what you see on the TV This is my reality You got to get to know me (Every time I raise my glass) Every time I raise my glass (I try to raise my glass) (To the world I might appear to be the life of the party)