Black Tears

When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I was blind Sometimes life is more than pain to me I feel the power of my grief Death would be such a relief All the secrets that I hide would die with me Depression is my only friend Will this torture never end Let me carry on to dreamer's sky I keep crying in my dreams Can you hear my endless screams When I fade away, I fade away This fluid on my cheek It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood Black tears Black tears Black tears Life is like a masquerade In debt to myself, but I can't pay Soon I'll call it all a day, away I never felt what you call guilt I still believe do what thou wilt My sorrow will destroy the world I've built This fluid on my cheek It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood Black tears Black tears Black tears Black tears Black tears