The End

Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that's how it goes. I'm at your window kneeling quiet, I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right Get your heart right "Let him go!" Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor As he embraces every inch of you The woman I adore. I can't believe the way you're bending Can't believe this never ending moaning asking him for more I heard you begging him for more How far will I go To make it feel right? "Come home" I have to fix this on my own Replace my heart, Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart, I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping" end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot He pleased and pleased her. I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. I squeezed the life into my brain Like pushing knives into a vein I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness Of my living room, my living room This used to be my home How far will I go To make it feel right? "Come home" I'm moving forward to the bedroom door Replace my heart Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom I had to see this happening. He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room And that's when all went silent blank except the color red As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see How good this new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me. "So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless So I'll get down to business I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said. I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red Then the screaming oh the screaming It's nice to see you scared Of such a weak and stupid husband Who knows you never really cared I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live? Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back Then placed the barrel in my mouth All I saw was black.