I Wasn't Ready For You

It's been a year since we broke up And half of it I wasn't sober Emotions bottled like a soda But I'm doing well so far They say I got the city on my shoulders But honestly I'm losing focus 'cause I used to know love But now I'm used to no love It's just meaningless sex, like how we was the hold up I remember the first time that we fucked with no glove I mean that shit was so risky we didn't act like grown ups But even though it was risky, I still think we showed trust We were one with each other then, when we spoke we spoke us But I became a loner, started neglecting your love Too many celebrity bitches were hanging on my scrotum And that shit went to my head I should have kissed you instead I started giving the side bitches your side of the bed That was shit so disrespectful and I didn't have an excuse I look myself in the mirror like dawg what happened to you? You told this woman you loved her and promised her joy She just needed a man, you behaved like a boy Manipulated her mind, baby I got you confused It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you Eish, I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you It was me Baby girl I wasn't ready for you Yeah, I always hear about you They tell me you doing well They say you bought a new house They say you got a new man I hope that he's a good man I hope he's not nothing like me I hope he won't have to suffer for my incompetency I hope that you learn to trust him despite the things that I did I know you saw through the lame excuses and all the lying They taught me never to chase women but rather finance Although there's truth in that statement, msn I was misguided To think that women of no value only valued money And only valued diamonds But women are the diamonds But women are the diamonds But women are the diamonds But women are the diamonds But women are the diamonds We know we can't get a ride with bad bad While we choose to glorify all the bullshit That we put women through Manipulated your mind, baby I got you confused It's high time I admit, I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you Damn, I wasn't ready for you Eish, I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready it was me Baby girl I wasn't ready for you (ooh yeah) Bet she feels like how I knows you I just wasn't ready for you All this fame just isn't for shit If I can't have you in my fortress We both turn pictures like a windmill It's all said and done, yeah the milk's spilled I admit it, I admit you be here still And I keep it hundred had I been real Look at what you did now I'm so proud of how you lived now Got a man and copped a crib now Probably planning for a kid now (yeah) You deserve it, always deserved it I was still learning, you were just perfect I like discernment, I never earned it Girl was it worth it, worth it? I'm in the zone now (yeah yeah) Part of my zone now (yeah yeah) Still second I'm through now I can't blame it on youth I tell you the truth I wasn't ready for you, yeah, you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you yeah, yeah, yeah I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you I wasn't ready for you, yeah I wasn't ready for you