You Hate What You Become

Yeah, I started this here at a young age Money was not on my mental I put down my phone, I picked up a pen I’m tryna keep it fucking simple Yeah, been drowning my sorrows in weed and liquor The problems, they only get bigger When you tryna be that nigga I body any nigga coming to me with that funny talk And all that hungry shit Fuck you, this one for me This one for niggas that stay up at night This one for bitches that’s breaking my heart, hmmm Yeah, you better take me fucking serious I know these niggas fucking scared of us Fake sleeping on the kid Up all night wondering how I do this shit How I chop and how I screw this shit How I pop and how I move this shit Nice guys never win this shit So fuck ‘em all that’s how I’m in this shit Mama told me get that money Last week I had nothing I’m killing everybody literally I’m killing myself ‘cause I’m sick of me How’d I ever let it get to me Broken heart that’s my destiny I hope you feel it when I’m rappin’ I hope you feel it when I’m hitting high notes Side note, I’m not doing fine You know this shit is really do or die It’s either make it or its suicide Get the money then I’m laying low Get the money, pay my student loans I never worry about so and so Only worried ‘bout being broke Only worried ‘bout getting on Shit is taking too long Yesterday was like tenth grade This week it’s like I don’t know They looking at me like what’s going on I promised them I’m going super hard But the politics got me stressed out Man it’s who you know and who you don’t What you do and you won’t Different ways to sell you soul Yeah, I don’t know about all that I just focus on the concepts I just focus on the concepts Damn, I’m not sure if anybody makes real shit anymore Damn, ain’t that the truth Have you watched the news Everybody going through their own shit I’m just tryna set the blueprint I was better than ‘em all on my old shit Don’t you worry ‘bout my new shit Never fucked with all the cool kids I was focused on the music Back then they ain’t fuck with me Now I’m the one they wanna move with We just wanna keep it moving They just wanna whip a coupe man Guess I’m different like 2 Chainz Guess I’m moving like Bruce Wayne They do not know what I’m doing So I had to fucking prove it Yeah Yeah, I started this here at a young age Now I’m ‘bout to fucking get it all If you riding with me nigga (yeah) Then you know we ‘bouta to fucking ball And you know we ‘bouta kill ‘em all Had to go and quit my fucking job That was wasting all my fucking time Now it’s please don’t waste my fucking time 3a.m. and I made 3 slaps 4a.m. and I got right back Niggas snapping ain’t snap like that 2020 going crazy All you niggas getting lazy That’s why you niggas don’t phase me All you niggas gotta pay me Pay me to chill or pay to give you a song I know that’s what you really want All these niggas gotta front Make me wanna stunt Make me wanna cop a gun Pop these niggas for the fun All I know is never run If you gonna talk back it up Nothing to lose I’m sad enough Nothing to lose I’m sad enough Yeah, I started this here at a young age Thought I never needed help Now I’m grinding with my niggas You can’t do it by yourself Did it all with no designer Old sneakers and a Nike bag Old bitch really did me bad All the love that I thought I had She the reason why I’m really sad But I gotta let go of that Yeah, but I gotta let go of that