Love Sick

Normally I start to panic Get too close, I cut apart the strings Typically, I break bad habits But with you it happened naturally Told myself that love is violent Feelings fade and bitterness proceeds When you're closer, I don't mind it Secretly, I want you close to me Sick of love, I'm tired of the bullshit Fed up with subtracting names Need someone that isn't an equation Only adding up to pain But you're so Hiding from my own emotions Terrified of letting someone in Just because I'm over closure Doesn't mean I wanna start again Trying to maintain composure Let's pretend you're only just a friend But if you leaned a little closer I think you could fall into my head Sick of love, I'm tired of the bullshit Fed up with subtracting names Need someone that isn't an equation Only adding up to pain But you're so Sometimes the doubt outweighs the feelings I'm never sure who I should trust I'm getting tired of breakin' and healin' I'm getting sick of patchin' myself up But you got me fallin' off to the ceiling I get so dizzy when our lips touch I wanna run away from my feelings I can't remember which way is up (Sometimes the doubt outweighs the feelings) (I'm never sure who I should trust) but with you (I'm getting tired of breakin' and healin') (I'm getting sick of patchin' myself up)