Story (feat. Raging Moses & No Malice)

So far from perfect I'ma work in progress Life gave us scars, like we living in a mosh pit Consider all the options Losses and conquest But looking in a mirror, I think I seen a monster Who've I become I can peer into my conscience Not all the way gone But internally there's conflict Feeling like I'm falling The floor came from under me Praying that me son live He still died in front of me And I even know about collateral damage Keep myself busy just so I forgot that it happened But the pain come in waves though Regardless if you faithful Trying to find relief Got me dressing in my grave clothes Like hey girl I see you, go and slide in mentions Bout to do something reckless Just to get Gods attention And I knows thats a lie But I don't know what I'm missing I'm dealing with this pain I practice the art of drifting If you knew what I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities What I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities He made a way out of no way Kinda like OJ With no regards for the feds feeling like I'm Oshay Cooking in the kitchen with the chef That's Ghost Face Next made a killing in these streets That's road rage We never thought we would live to see our old age Grands on our lap Reminiscing over old days But all things work together So even if they throw shade God put a smile upon my face That's Cold Play It's okay if they call me by my old name I've been made a new Hell, I forgot I sold cane Lord knows though I kinda miss my gold chain Small price to pay knowing I've been found with no stain Wrinkle or blemish He told me it was finished Whoever could've guess I'd be about my fathers business Now thats a level of forgiveness With all the dirt I've done I should be in the book of Guinness If you knew what I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities If you knew what I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities See I can show you what pain is Come take a ride You roll with me Go with me I show you what the King did Spoon fed lies from the hood Pops was locked Doing time for the crimes from the hood Moms working 2 to 10's, 9 to 5's Did her all to provide Wasn't easy bring up, such a hell raising child I praise God that I saw the light That's real talk I should've been dead But I'm here though Had to learn to let go and let him steer though Wasn't hard to tell what was at the end of my road To many times My life flashed but I survived Cold steel against my head Between my eyes I thank Him for the whiteout Now I'ma give him everything I got before it lights out You'll never catch me trying to hide out See me with the lumber Ima swing until I strikeout If you knew what I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities What I been through Where I came from My story, your story ain't the same one The challenges, we've faced The lies, destruction May have its similarities But still it's disparities