Perspective (feat. Arielle Jasmine)

Thought I lost everything on my first heartbreak I said I'd never love again All I knew was it's over It was all over for me What is this madness inside me What am I thinking What was I thinking God trying put my life in line Do it all myself no need for outside powers to tell me how to use my time That was the mindset grabbing what I can get Trapped in the net Throwing a fit I can't forget The perspective that you've given now its hitting my teeth are gritting this sin I've been pitted with is gripping my spirit stripping its linens So it can breathe in relief Pained with this grief Life on repeat I've been wasting all my moments and I'm chosen to go and proclaim your precious Name But I'm taking my chances with an enemy that looks like me Can't you see Bet you wouldn't even believe the person that I've let you see Nah that person isn't even me I'm talking to the person on the other side of the glass But he won't listen to me or answer my questions that I ask He only focuses on my broken past All of the broken glass that I'm stepping in Yet you still are willing to keep on checking in Looking in Juvenile two year old with a microphone Sitting and spitting these writtens that been killing to be sung in full Yet they've been blocked by the poet who's been nothing but centerfold This perspective I got has got to go Not going to waste all my time with an interim it's time for the prodigal to come back home Take out my brain and put it under the microscope bathing my hands in soap And stretching the gloves like a pair of Isotone's poking and prodding To figure out the motives of the vessel of the bones that be dwelling around my soul Then I make an incision in the frontal lobe then another to really get inside the dome Look at that two lines were needed to bring me home You took my eyes I have your sight I realize I can still fight You took my eyes I have your sight I realize I can still fight It's a struggle This life ain't easy going crazy Trying to focus both my eyes above me 'cause I know the Father up there still will love me Ain't that something Fear won't stop me Lust can't hold me But my trust is still withholding I'm pulling and towing not knowing what's showing not growing Just flowing don't worry keep rowing you'll know where the Lord is going Started making music just to pass the time now I'm trying to handle what it's like To grab the mic knowing there's a couple people who are fans of mine That's something I wasn't prepared for And I know that's something that Satan adores My eyes are gone so what am I worried for? Oh that's right my flesh is still alive what a savage predator Open the door down on all fours kicking him off of the porch Locking all the doors now I'm trapped inside but it's safer now than it was before Where is my faith Where is my strength Who am I Where am I This is not who I am This isn't me What is this madness inside me You took my eyes I have your sight I realize I can still fight You took my eyes I have your sight I realize I can still fight