Queer

All their averted glances estranging me from myself Like a spotlight on all my flaws I never knew I had Since I could ever remember Speaking just a little deeper to make everyone else more comfortable Cause if I look and talk like I've got a cock then no one ever would ask If I was anything different But I could always feel it In your mama's high heel shoes You must have some daddy issues Playing barbie dolls with your sister Why can't you be a little more like your brother? Ain't it just a little queer? Ain't you just a little queer? Years and years of twisted insides and trying to suss it all out Laughing along to a joke everyone seemed to make of me But I was never let it on Seeing him with hearts in my eyes but not knowing what it meant I was loving and losing quicker than I could ever get a grip on things Like sand through my fingers And I'll always feel it In your mama's high heel shoes You must have some daddy issues Playing barbie dolls with your sister Why can't you be a little more like your brother Ain't it just a little queer? Ain't you just a little queer? Whoever said blood was thicker than water Has never had to come out to their father They've never known the line between being disowned and being family Looking now at myself in the mirror I've never seen my reflection so clear And I won't live my life in fear, I'm proud to call myself a queer I'm proud to call myself a queer I'm proud to call myself In your mama's high heels shoes You must have some daddy issues Playing barbie dolls with your sister Why can't you be a little more like your brother? Ain't it just a little queer? Ain't you just a little queer? Ain't it just a little queer? Ain't you just a little queer?