Down Bad

When I was down bad I was down bad Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless Lord, what am I supposed to do? Only thing I have is my life to lose Sleeping in the back of my lac with the baby in back whole life is a obstacle I can't even see what's possible I can't even see past got to do When the car need gas and my stomach on E and I can't get sleep on top of shoes I had nowhere to go, No family to turn to Not in my circle Friends in my corner that turned into serpents Homies that knew me had moved away further I was in hell, living in darkness no matter the smile All of my thoughts was crazy and wild Like who could I rob or why I should die How you could love me and hurt me so hurt so hard When I call you you don't answer I gotta bone to pick but famished p I gotta get now for my family I gotta chip on me I'm so damage When I ask for grace I get stranded I don't feel the love you abandoned me And now I don't feel strength your message All I wanna see is dollar signs All I wanna see is dollar signs Guess I gotta get it on my own My father's gone I'm dead inside All I wanna see is dollar signs All I wanna see is dollar signs Guess I gotta get it on my own My father's gone I'm dead inside When I was down bad I was down bad Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless I was so materialistic Never really read it never listened People always said that they be wit you Never really matched up to your vision I judging you for what the world did Put you in a box just like the world did Till you cornered me into my purpose Put me in a place to be in service Then you pulled me out using my walks as our talks Showed me how to be what you want Showed me that you separated me Just to give me your keys and to give me more life no wants Never ever let me go you sent me with your soldiers to hear your word and see the world focused Read your word and see the gates opens Know your love is here cus I'm broken And Every Time I drifted You pushed me fa to do it how you meant it Order me through your action not a sentence Automatic when its static or a issue Automatic like the miracles in Matthew Automatic all I gotta do is ask you I will never leave or fold you I will never let you go I was living so low but you never let never let me go You would never let me go When I was down bad I was down bad Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless