Lost (feat. Envie)

Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Can't grasp the things I want, it seems I always lose Begging for the things I want, but beggars can not choose Options running slim in life, nothing I can do Sick of running back and forth, I know what I should do I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know where I'm going Life is moving so fast, I'm just holding on and praying slower Hoping that this ride stops at the right exit But chances are I missed it, I'm probably gonna regret this I made the wrong decision somewhere back down on the line Never thought that this would happen, failure never crossed my mind Now I'm faced with a decision, I've finally reached my time Is music truly for me or should I reset my sights? I'll continue proving wrong until I've reached my end The moment I need help is the moment I throw the flag I'd be quitting on myself if I don't do it all myself I'm the one that was born with a boss inside me, I can't help it But I can help you, I can help me; I can't help myself If you need help, I will help you if it hurts me, well so? I hurt myself, it's nothing new now there's a reason I'd rather help than stand by just to witness you deceiving Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Can't grasp the things I want, it seems I always lose Begging for the things I want, but beggars can not choose Options running slim in life, nothing I can do Sick of running back and forth, I know what I should do I've been feeling lost lately in life All the negatives are over taking my will to fight for the things I love It's hard to fall asleep every night When the demon's sitting on my pillow laughing in pride He won my soul, now It's over I don't know why I was chosen He loves to torture and poke me I just wish he would dispose of me Let me go, just anoint me as the future ascendant I'm a terrible influence, but they love how I say it Now they're giving me payments for all my devilish thoughts I speak the truth as I see it, only in my head am I lost Only cocky through music, in person silent and cross Don't ever think to try test me, end up nailed on a cross I know that sounds sorta evil, but it's just a disguise I don't try to disgust you, just seems to happen through rhymes And I apologize now, for all the things that I'll do All the things that I'll change, and all of the people I'll move Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Feeling lost, I'm feeling lost Can't grasp the things I want, it seems I always lose Begging for the things I want, but beggars can not choose Options running slim in life, nothing I can do Sick of running back and forth, I know what I should do