Time, Pt. II

Yeah No I'm not gonna lie, the come-up will take time But I'm ready to work it because I got it in my mind The only game I play is the long one Getting better ever since that summer when I dropped my song one I'm a genius and a mastermind, don't even try to question it Me and Alex batting down the door cause they won't let us in I am not veteran and there is no accelerant You can't have the answer without knowing what the question is So where am I headed? Apparently it's downhill Turn the lights out and strip me down to my crown jewels You would just see chaos, and you would just see ruins Try to build it back up but didn't know how to do it Every day I'm messing up, every day I blew it Fam is getting mad and I'm trying not to lose But then I switched, now you see me moving This is my time, lemme show you what I'm doin I been waiting to go off, nah I'm not one to blow off Any opportunity that's gonna let me show off No I know that I'mma have to change my number in a minute Don't get mad if I don't text back, nah I'm too busy winning I been on the grind more than kids who like to sixty nine I'll just have you know you ain't entitled to my time I like to make them nervous, they start questioning my sanity You can try to hate me but you'll still end up a fan of me Plan B? More like Plan A part two Only real ones know what was before PartDeux Maybe you think I should trust you, I think differently I got a tight circle, no only God be fixing me Missing me, I don't understand how that could happen Cause I'm in and out, I'm only committed to this passion I'll let you have your opinion, unless it's incorrect You don't think that Harry's an angel, you're wack in the head Don't even apologize, I swear that you're fine I just won't stay around cause now you're wasting my time I might get in trouble for what I'm saying now But I can't hear the beat, and DNCE is playing now But lemme take it back to a time where I did not believe in myself Didn't expect to have anything, no woman, no wealth I was in Pre-K, just memorizing Bible verses Best in the class, could prolly spit a fire sermon But these sexy ladies caught my eye and I couldn't resist If sin's a university then I was a commit Ever Since New York I was trapped in the net They think I'm a man of God, I'm like you wanna bet?? August of Twenty Fourteen I started writing Trash lyrics, helping me to stand up when I'm fighting I never shared those with no one but Emma and Andi Skip ahead a couple years, and then I started planning I knew I'd have a time of Waiting before I could cut the lights Had to clear my mind of these sexual sights Had to get over all my little crushes Felt like my feet were dragging so I had to get some crutches But what am I 'posed to do, when I'm drowning out in the blue? and None of my family knew that I couldn't get through? I needed something potent, I needed something knew Need to rocket away like I'm 1KPhew Out of context, it doesn't make sense Interested to see what I hear from the rents I feel like they could smell it on me but I guess not The bittersweet taste of sin is making me rot Time to fight my demons, that's what Brasel saying Time to grab the sword, there's a dragon that's needs slaying Nah I don't dream anymore, I only have nightmares But give me five more minutes and this time I will not fight fair Beautiful days are ahead, I can see it, I can feel it The proper change will never come if I don't be it Developed some patterns, and I know the devil sees it Looking for temptation, but now I gotta flee it Support is great, but don't obsess, I don't need stans yet I'm gonna take a year off, I ain't finished with my plans yet I'm don't make it for you for anymore, I'm making it for me So please do not expect anything more from NG I'll sign before I'm taken, a feature will come with payment I'm done acting humble, no I know that I'm amazing Don't reassure me, let me say what I been saying And I ain't gon' lie, yeah I know I'll be famous Throw me to the wolves, without a single word Do not watch my fight or even say my name The only thing for you to do is wait and to pray I'm wandering in the desert, I've been lost for some time But when I emerge, I promise to you that I will be alive I will be more free than ever before Because I have given up on my own creation "What is this creation?" you may want to ask It was a veil It was a mask It was a shell that had kept me trapped for some time But once I emerge, I will truly be alive But right now, I am on a journey of faith One that will turn my knowledge into belief It is a journey to my heart, and it starts in my my head And Stuart Clark is here And Narrowgate is dead