Hack

I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm headed I don't know who to try to fuck I don't know if I'll regret it She could get it I could set it off like a Molotov (Fireball) What the fuck am I sayin? Why the fuck am I playin? Every day I'm delaying something better from staying I'm always dead ass broke the day before I get paid I'm just a man goin from cave to cave Cave to grave, crave the wave, weigh the cons and pros And then do the wrong thing anyways Fuck it, I have terrible judgement Can't stick to a budget- I'll just bang on these buttons Not your typical hacker Not your typical hacker Not your typical hacker Not your typical (hacker) Headphones, bedroom, car with the windows up- The only places where I really don't give a fuck I hate being over crowded I hate being alone But alone is when I get in my zone It's when I create the best when I Hate myself I get suicidally stressed And lose sight of the rest and try to digest But its when I rest with the blood in my chest And my heart is always slower than I thought Your heart is as big as a fist is what I was taught I gotta see for myself so I pull my heart out- no scalpel, savage no doubt! They say the brain is the size of two fists pull my brain out thru my nose to prove it Wow I'm empty inside why do I feel the same? Brainless, heartless, where's the change? Strange... Not your typical hacker Not your typical hacker Not your typical hacker Cause I don't know what I'm after