Levi's Legend

Why did you leave us that day Why didn't you decide to stay So many questions in my brain Why aren't you here to explain Questions in my mind Always asking why My bro took his life Right before my eyes Thoughts of suicide I'll Never unsee the sight Bleeding out his eyes were white Not the first time a friend left my life This time it was different No one understands it He replaced my parents I can't breath I'm loosing balance Shouldn't have to comprehend this Knowing that he planned it The time he'd leave this planet Said goodbye to us by breakfast Why did you leave us that way Why aren't you still here today Tear drops falling on your grave Life without you will never be the same Basketball class just started New kids out there balling Reminds me of me if he was taller Only came up to my shoulder Eminem quote from 8 mile brought us closer We started Talking all the time now I'm going over Every day even his brother and sisters new my name We were counting checks always getting paid Selling cars collect the cash then we hit the bank Like all best friends we had big plans Sold a broke black mustang for a band Hit your line I've got that bag Fanning my face with a grand In my hand Why'd you kill yourself that day Why didn't you just choose to stay I'll never get to hear your laugh again Playing in my ears are the cries of the dead 12 Gage to the chest is how you left that day 20 feet from your corps couldnt find the words to say Eyes rolled back into your head I could see your pain Your dad's hand on your chest when you left this place Wishing you could stay but it's too late I watched you leave that day Said goodbye right to your face Hugged you tight then you drove away The night before You weren't okay Woke up the next day knowing something changed Eyes don't lie yours said you'd die that day I'd have to survive and make me way I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand It's been almost year and I still get overwealmed I can't face my fear, and my girl friends all that helps I can feel the fatal tears, building up behind my walls Pouring down like rain, I hate when emotions get involved We were gonna be great Stacking racks Creating tracks Cars and cash Pass and dash Smash and dash Hoes on blast Those don't last Put my pain all in these tracks Write it down and then relapse Smoke in my lungs, helps me relax I wish I could forget my past Why did you leave me that way December 4th forever stuck in my brain Sadness in my heart I just wanna runaway Never looking back cause you left me that day Why did you leave me that way December 4th forever stuck in my brain Sadness in my heart I just wanna runaway Never looking back cause you left me that day My tears were all run dry Held you close just one last time Then you looked me in the eye Said I love you but it meant goodbye I loved you too tell the very end By your bloody body laying in the sand No one understands We had so much planned