Dear Dad

You know I never truly understood Why you did exactly what you did So here's how I feel about the situation My point of view Just shut the fuck up and listen Glyphic baby I hope you're happy with yourself And everything you've done You ruined a family And made it seem like it was fun Left my momma to raise 5 while you were on the run I hope I never see your face any hope for you is done The things you did were unspeakable and you know it You're a disgusting animal and im about to show it What person in their right mind touches his own kids Having dirty thoughts knowing that those kids are his You're a piece of shit matter fact that's too good for you RIP you apart in these bars that's what I'm about to do to you You were never there to walk me across the stage Have lunch with me and cuddle me on those sick days I'm in a daze wondering what it would be like if You didn't do what you did and proved yourself to be a bitch If you did the right thing and you were a real man Maybe I would have something legit a real fam Cause growing up with just mom left a empty spot It's not like she didn't give those other dudes a shot But theres something about seeing dudes coming and going They ain't my dad that's the worst part because I know it It should be you here In this house right by my side But you were an asshole and left us traumatized You realize you ripped us apart and caused mental damage To the point that we honestly cant even attempt to manage You Left Us Scarred Bruised Beaten Broken Hearts You Havent Played Your Part So Far So let me tell you what I've done so you can relish in it All the things that I've achieved through this resentment I worked as a youngin to give momma money for some food The way that I was grinding was honestly a mood Then I graduated with a child on my shoulders I manned up and handled the weight like you were supposed too By you not being there it taught me all I need to know You never really gave a fuck and it evidently shows Now I'm stacking my guap and chasing my dreams Not leaving a single stitch out of the seams Cause I have goals and ambitions that I wont let you murder I wont say your name or grace with my presence you dont deserve it After this track you get no more energy you're not worth it I wont lie on the day that I finally see your face I'm a little nervous Cause I wanna cry swing and shoot all at the same time These are some examples of what you've dont to my mind On my grind I wont lie theres alot of times that I have cried Thinking about the what ifs and all the little boo hoos But theres no time for sulking or thinking of starting anew Cause if I'm being honest I wanna cause you physical harm If I have a firearm you better hope that I'm disarmed Cause if not im squeezing off a hot one just to let you know This is what happens in a vendetta when you let your family go This is what happens in a vendetta when you let your family go