S.I.G.H Genuine Self Inflicted Hate

This aint a scene it's a stars race Eventhough most of you are fake Yea ive been having a bad day Rain rain make it go away Dont give a fuck what a nigga say Imma mix the ball with the henny Imma shoot the ball like im penny Issa pretty nigga in the buildin I been in the attic Reflecting decisions Chasing read receipts from all of these bitches Watching niggas be content with they living Then hate on my vision what is this All this shit a facade it's a business Tried to tell 'em but nobody listened And im tired of fighting myself for some clarity cause all the fuckin opinions But im wit all my iggans we chillin Don't know why im still stuck in my feelings Never forget the shine that you're given Even when the rest keep trynna dim it Let em mimic it's all in your head I hate on myself before they get the chance I stay by myself so they dont get a chance Take me a tab now im boutta transcend Dont fuck withchall I came to get it When I walk watch the tears my fit drippin How is nobody paying attention But i see they eyes scanning me anyway Hard to hate when them Louis V frames is fake I want mine straight from Virgil I guess I'll wait Who let all of these new niggas set the pace Keep comparing myself to these peasants They made clout a talent They scamming off features Yall treat them like jesus You really dont see we need LOVE Lately I've been fighting off these demons You cant see you don't believe it Stranger things behinds the scenes And we're the only ones here Because nobody cares We are not the same They'll say we change That we're insane They'll call you lame That's not okay It's makes you feel like you're the only one there Feels like nobody cares (I should've known I should've know) Homie Noah killed himself a couple years back Still cross my mind before I cross myself I know sometimes Im really not myself And when I get lost I never cry for help Rather lose it all than sacrifice myself Know I'd rather die than let the music And it's on sight when I see cupid That bar like my love life that shit stupid Remember all them nights I took the long way home Wrong steps bring them sad songs We can all vibe to right? But nobody asks if you feel alright You dont think they'd understand Grab the wood ignite Forget it Hard to tell who really even listens When they listening to everything And there's nothing really free about this living thang Goin through the motions just to maintain Roll one Stay sane Tolerate But niggas always find some shit to complicate Lonely and still can't concentrate Always under pressure mind half the weight I might crash the whip I've been dodging doubts I've been kissing lips That let lie comes out I've been breaking hearts Well only mine Wear it on my sleeve Wit that jagged line Don't believe in time All i need is space Need to Isolate In overdrive I Overthink my mistakes Lose control It's harder To recalibrate Like wait Why do we hate on ourselves more than they If it's not for the better then fuck what they say cause You do what you want then they stay away Just to log in to copy and paste Sometimes i wonder if I'm only here to lose Im defeated ive retreated you can't tell me what to do Who's the boss me or my demons wish i had the slightest clue Trust me i hate myself way more than you But ive been fighting out of hiding bringing truth Only human why you expect me to be better than you I get lost too Sometimes i doubt myself I know im by myself So i know you can do it too Lately I've been fighting off these demons You cant see you don't believe it Stranger things behinds the scenes And we're the only ones here Because nobody cares We are not the same They'll say we change That we're insane They'll call you lame That's not okay It's makes you feel like you're the only one there Feels like nobody cares (I should've known I should've know)