Drown

Been sleeping til the sun goes down Haven't felt myself in a while Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a fuck about nothing right now, right now I'm just thinking out loud, la la When I'm in my mind I drown OoOo And now I don't remember what I'm sad about Too much on my mind, watching every day go by I been struggling to find happiness and I think I'm wasting my time I been laid in bed all day, I don't got the hope but I pray Yo my people ask if i'm good, yes I lied and said I'm okay I'm not tryna worry my fam, sad they don't know who I am I been looking happy on cam but that feeling happy I can't I been too deep in my thoughts Tryna turn my brain off Overthinking I'm lost, feel the pain til I'm gone, woah oh Been sleeping til the sun goes down Haven't felt myself in a while Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a fuck about nothing right now, right now I'm just thinking out loud, la la When I'm in my mind I drown And now I don't remember what I'm sad about Maybe I drown in my mind too much Wishin I'd find what I'm looking for All of this pain I will never love Maybe I'm just fucked up yeah yeah yeah Yeah, never thought I'd be this low Lack emotion my heart cold Feel a void that I can't close Ending life, I've been close Where the fuck did I go wrong? Phones off just don't call All the past shit I moved on, What the fuck am I sad for? Doctors say I need medication, already walked the road once yeah Tried this shit when I got persuaded, made me change who I was yeah Numb as fuck when I couldn't feel and I wish that I could just cry Drank a bit to try and open up but you get addicted sometimes, woah oh Been sleeping til the sun goes down Haven't felt myself in a while Maybe I'm depressed or I don't give a fuck about nothing right now, right now I'm just thinking out loud, la la When I'm in my mind I drown And now I don't remember what I'm sad about, yeah I'm drowning yeah I'm drowning yeah yeah yo yo Just drown, just drown yeah Just drown, just drown oh oh