Autumn

Only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody just doing what they wanna Only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody just, just, just Tell me summer lies like you love me How you never put no one above me Baby wanna party like Cardi Fingernails down my body Making me smile like Cudi Save me from it Hands all over my Melanie at her Lollapalooza On the way to the Kailee Morgue, locking eyes with Medusa Every minute I'm with you, no fucking clue How you got me unglued, feeling like a two looking at a ten Holding my breath I'm never zen, I'm never zen Fuck all these trends, don't wanna see em again Finger tracing on your waistline Mobbin Odd Future while erasing down the coastline Save me from it Tripping out off of the space bars Cause I know you still feel the same Back and forth, like a race car Yeah, they gave us all the same scars Still looking up at all the same stars like, yeah How could you do this to me? Knowing you meant everything And now somehow you've become someone You swore you would never be While I'm waking up, I'm waking up To sights I just can't stand to see again And I only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say Is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody Just doing what they wanna Only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say Is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody Just, just, just Cause you're something unforgettable Feel the fever rising up Try to neurolize me with you eyes And hypnotize me love Glowing like Halsey, waking up the devil in me Til it's everything I see Watching while you level on me Bee for the honey every time I go and wreck her Got in in a needle like you drop it on a record Took a couple turns Maybe some were for the worst And the powder on her nose Got her lighter than a feather Mind switching with the weather Swore you'd never leave While I watched you grow so distant Something in you changed And I guess I must have missed it Quit holding on til May Rehearsing every single word you say, you said Save me from it Tried to reach you through the glass box But my fingers ain't made to fit through And break into these ghost locks Feel it rising in my throat Suffocating every note Tried to keep you from going I knew you shouldn't be alone How could you do this to me? Knowing you meant everything And now somehow you've become someone You swore you would never be While I'm waking up, I'm waking up To sights I just can't stand to see again And I only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say Is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody Just doing what they wanna Only feel alive when it's autumn Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah And all you'll ever hear me say Is that the love we have Doesn't last, doesn't last When everybody, everybody's Just, just, just I hope I make it back I hope, I hope I make it back home