A Toast

Can't say I know what you're going through But just know that I'm here for you I been down and out and I seen it all But still look I came back to you So hold me down when I need it most You been there when they went ghost And we got through it, we stayed afloat So this song's for you yeah it's a toast, uh Grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh I'm a suicidal soldier, show me who is colder Always getting high like I hate being sober The world on my shoulders as I'm getting older I barely even flinch I just keep pushing forward I been rapping 8 years and I'm still struggling To gain buzz from the blue print that I ushered in My life is like black and white books that ain't colored in Here we go again might shut down a Comfort Inn I don't give a fuck what kinda drugs you got Probably say they were mine if we got caught In the parking spot of the parking lot With a double barrel gun and you busting shots Bitch you been hot and that's not the plot Tryna push me off the edge but I won't drop Gun cocked, my heart stopped I'm shell shocked I'm top notch but got a lot of thoughts that are stocked Please I need a minute to breathe Can't say I know what you're going through But just know that I'm here for you I been down and out and I seen it all But still look I came back to you So hold me down when I need it most You been there when they went ghost And we got through it, we stayed afloat So this song's for you yeah it's a toast, uh I've had enough of this shit It is my time I can't quit By any means I know that I'm sick Show me a fiend and I'm taking his pic Now I'm on they ass like some skinny jeans if they belittle me Crazy motherfucker, I'm the epitome I am for real and you move artificially I do shit differently, I am a different breed, uh Don't make me repeat what I said, I'd rather just show you instead Aim for the head if I wanted you dead My boys breaking bread it feels good to be fed We can hear you loud and clear over here I won't interfere cause my time is near Another year to turn this up another gear I'd make this a career and start drinking beer, whoa Uh, grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh Grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh Bitch I'm losing my composure, not a social smoker Take a bitch, bend her over might even expose her This chip on my shoulder is more like a boulder Last verse the hardest cause it's kinda like the closer I'm bipolar, fireworks in October Still stressed out, just a couple years older All this on my chest feels like it's taking over But this is my game, I'm the one with the controller While I'm in a pit of glory, you can hear my pity story Probably wouldn't want to cause it sounds more like a shitty story All this other shit will bore me, weak ass bars that shit is corny Lyrically I'm on another planet, I'm so Rick and Morty Tryna find a thicker shorty, all of them was picking on me They don't want it with the kid, you know what it is Tryna live and I'm all about my biz Posted up, writing raps, smoking weed at my crib like