Lullabye

Dry your eyes and try to sleep Lullaby's imma sing While I pray you never dream of all the pain that you have eaten True love I believe in The world is so deceiving Cigarettes and suicide I swear I wake up grieving Love me in the morning crucify me in the evening Love to watch mourning but they hate on me when I'm beaming My angels and my demons Seen laughing as I'm bleeding out As I dreamed out loud I cannot fix all that hurts (Nope) Well that ain't gone stop me from trying Sometimes I might just make it worse (What?) Well that ain't gone stop me from dying For all the things that I come to believe is worth living for And all the things worth forgiving for Cause all the good times gave me cancer (Yup) And the answers were always worth searching for (You know it) And every mistake is worth cursing for (Damn) I'm losing faces and learning more (Amen) I'm choosing faith Choosing to hate all the misunderstandings and nothing more Did you think I would lie on my back Just like the whore that you want me to be? (Never) Sorry not sorry got places to go Sorry not sorry got people to meet (Yup) All of these goals to achieve Climbing to new heights and still imma reach (Always) Straight for the summit don't stop at the peak Take off in the spaceship just racing with me Slower and steady be patient with me The only thing I'm chasing my destiny (I said it) All of my haters still learning from me I've been changing the world like I said I would be (I said it) Dry your eyes and try to sleep Lullaby's imma sing While I pray you never dream of all the pain that you have eaten True love I believe in The world is so deceiving Cigarettes and suicide I swear I wake up grieving Yuh, only see the me you want to see and You only hear the worlds you want to hear My other half lives inside of a mirror With nothing to hide I have nothing to fear This little light of mine glows in the dark This little light of mine nothing compares Remember how drawing first blood attracts sharks? Breaking my heart now I've run out of tears Call me young Taylor cause you know I'm fearless Chemical romance gone call for three cheers The sweetest revenge is that I'm seeing clear Brand new eyes like I'm born again With a brand new name I be unashamed With this final riot the parade is dead Defying gravity I'm skipping steps (I'm skipping steps yuh) Drugs and violence I dare to resist it This ink in my skin like you know I'm committed (And I forgive yuh) Ask for forgiveness cause you know I'm sinning I'm counting my blessings cause you know I'm winning (Cause I resist yuh) Favorite brand is a brand new beginning Might win a Grammy on the way to my vision (Can't block my visions) All in good time cause you know I've been grinding I'm shining so bright like the knife in my kitchen Look it, the tears on my scars make me glisten I'm trying to listen through all of this noise My ears had been bleeding with no one to witness I'm kissing my wrists I'm raising my voice My body my choice! My body my choice! My God it took so long dysmorphia's a force Of nature! I had to become my own savior I had to answer my prayers cause I ain't got no time for these haters I ain't got not time to be wasted On chasing all of these play boys and play girls see you later Or never I don't care Dry your eyes and try to sleep Lullaby's imma sing While I pray you never dream of all the pain that you have eaten True love I believe in The world is so deceiving Cigarettes and suicide I swear I wake up grieving Love me in the morning crucify me in the evening Love to watch mourning but they hate on me when I'm beaming My angels and my demons Seen laughing as I'm bleeding out As I dreamed out loud Nothing can stop me now! (Nothing can stop me now!) There's nothing can hold me down! (Nothing can hold me down!) Proving my own existence, this body I live in I own every bit of it! I am so gifted everyday is my Christmas The weight of my world I had lifted it (Lifted it!) I am so loved because I put no one else above me and I can admit to it (I can admit to it) I can admit to it (I can admit to it) And I can admit to it (I can admit to it) Yes I can admit it (Yeah, I can admit to it) For now thats all I have to say (I can admit to it) I hope that helps Oh, and made this beat by the way Made this song in my bedroom and drew my own cover art you can really tell by the way That I bottle my feelings I mean every single word that say Like, what did I say? I called this What you doing? The songs over! Go put on another song! Jump up and down! Dance when no one is watching just for the fun of it!