Consciousness

I been dreaming for a minute I been feeling like I'm drowning but I'm swimming I been thinking bout specifics Like, does it matter the logistics? Are they judging on they standards or my limits? Swinging from the chandelier, it's lower than the ceiling I'm tryna keep my soul from demons but they always reaching I feel like I'm Chris Paul Protect the rock but I might sock them if they get involved God tryna get me to Heaven, I feel the pressure I battle fear in the face of depression It's me and God so it's curtains, cause He been blessing me I made the sauce with His recipe They getting big mad They wanna ask me how I cook that I want that, "Well done," A1, first class Pull off in Lambo and they praying that the whip crash My dreams became reality This is the aftermath of demons coming after me If I die tonight just know I died a king This ain't how it is, this how it had to be I live with joy despite the tragedies I live in pain although it's maddening I fell in love with an angel And if she respond my ever after be happily I told you I'm crazy Do you believe me now? I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I been surprised by them accepting me Cause I'm more used to how rejection feel I feel like angels been protecting me I'm doing better than projected here If faithfulness will grant you favor I'm thanking God for all the flavor I been known that God was was greater I seen it all and I don't got no cable I guess the pressure gon turn me savage I don't know how Imma manage Shout out to God for the next chapter Shout out to Connor for mix and master I'm screaming, Ave Maria and Maranatha They never figured your boy was Catholic They see me winning they mad as hatters Imma run it like Forrest but faster My dreams became reality This is the aftermath of demons coming after me If I die tonight just know I died a king This ain't how it is this how it had to be I live with joy despite the tragedies I live in pain although it's maddening I fell in love with an angel And if she never respond, I'm thanking God for His plans for me I told you I'm crazy Do you believe me now? I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk about it