Better Off (Lies)

Better off better off Better off Nahaa I'm not better Off better off I'm not better off Believing a lie over myself Over my thoughts Over my mind I am everyday Tryna get it right Every tryna Get It Right Every Tryna Get It Right Every tryna Get It Right But i feel like my thoughts Go to suicide Every day and night I don't really know It's Like I'm hanging by The Noose Ay But It ain't me nah It ain't Me nah But it aint me! Yo! I'm tryna Get It Right People don't Really Know my Shoes Tryna Get It Right Every day U know What it Do Ay Got my Lil doggie in the Back Ground But I In My own Life I'm Tryin to Play The back Ground With me and God I don't really know Am i A fraud oh no I'm just living my Life They don't really understand it They don't get why I do this thang Im tryna Get It right They Don't Really understand Understand My Life I'm living this life for God They Don't really Know They Don't Really Know, Homie They Dont Really Know! But I do It Better off Better off Am I Better off Believing A lie No Believing the lie I'm Not Better off Better off no I'm Not Better Off Ya see Satan Be playing with My mind Every Day and Night They don't really know About my thoughts Of suicide Ah ahah I'm just really Messing with y'all That was In my past life But He changed My Mind Changed My Life That was From Dark to Day Or Day To Night I don't Know My Own life It Feels Like I'm Stuck In this suicide State Of Mind My Life Is In This Prison I'm Tryna Get it right Do I even really know my own life Who i am In my own being I'm Tryna see Everything That God made me Who He Made Me To Be Is Better than anything Anything In This World These Fancy Things And Dimond Rings Are Not Anything Compared to The King And His Kingdom Ya! These Fancy Things Arnt anything Compared To the King of His kingdom Better off Better off Am i better off Better off better off Believing a lie Better off Am I Better off no Im not better off Better off Believing A Lie LIVING for The King And Living for the Kingdom got me Stressing in this Mindset of Freedom I dont Really Know who I am I've gata understand Gods Grace That Is Like Every Single day I Feel Like My Mind Is In Slow Mo I don't really Know Pomo What I'm saying You Know I Feel Like These Thoughts coming to My Mind Aren't Me I Know It Feels Like an Army Tank Coming To my Mind Aye I'm Tryna Feel Great Aye Like EVERY single Day I Know you Are Just Like Me We All Deal With the same Things but In Thee end Do we Really Know the King In This life Ya ya In this life I just want To know the King All days I just want to get To know Him more Holler If you Know him