The Hard Way

How am I gonna get this shit out of my head How can I refer to the baby livin' there Im just gonna try to heal some open wounds I know this gonna hurt and your brains going WHAAAO Here I go again, let's go on a trip down memory lane I can't stop thinking 'bout it The less I speak, the louder My thoughts gaining the power While im crying in the shower Dije que fui el más fuerte Que fue duro perderte But after all your bullshit es mucho mejor no verte I remember plates flying Don't know what they were saying Maybe these two are just playing But listen I know they were lying Back and forth the arguments Going on in the apartment and Mum and dad sharing room this shit feeling like it is permanent Daddy can u listen? Mommy can u hear me? They seem to be busy While Im thinking im gon' kill me Trying to get attention In high school it was detention But I know I didn't mention How it hurt to feel the tension But I... Ran out of patience and I'm Learning the lesson Una... Lección de peso, y si ves que estoy ausente Don't worry es solo por eso I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and that's OK This verse's for you baby I'm coming in from the future This is a reminder to tell you por favor lucha Gonna be surrounded by mierda y mucha mierda Pero escucha Take pride of who you are and ignora al que te abuchea Oh yeah Mature and learn show the world who the fuck you are Cause you've come so far, keep it up droppin' bars Little boy listen up, I love you cause you gave me your strength, for me to begin It's like I feel you inside I feel you screaming, I hear you telling me letting me know you still hurting But now I know the meaning You was a kid with Alice's soul in Wonderland It's hard to believe that god had a plan and I understand I see your frustration and it's gonna get worse My brain is digressing cause I put yourself first I see your innocent smile and that blonde hair Man I wish I could speed dial cause that shit's not fair When you're just a kid and you don't get it You may not feel pain but you can hear it And when you grow and your brain understands Then you will never forget it B-B-B-Breathe with me, hold my hand walk with me I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and thats OK I write and write my past cause it's therapy to me I've never thought I am a victim or I'm shit But it is necessary for me to know I'm no culprit I did what was on my hands to set my soul free Look Ima tell you straight to ya face how I feel Look my feet my hands my pen man everything bleed Look I may fall again but I'll always take the lead Look I count on my friends but this challenge is for me HUH! When you're just a kid and you don't get it You may not feel pain but you can hear it And when you grow and your brain understands Then you will never forget it B-B-B-Breathe with me, hold my hand walk with me I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and thats OK