Lovely

Find a place, I find a place that you're not Lie awake, I lie awake in day rot A lovely day, it's a lovely day I hate it Gone away, I've gone away Faded You'll hang me out 'cause that's the only way it goes I'll build a house when the cold wind blows The boy mad, he wasn't flattered so he popped off And I just sat in front of the fire with my socks off Comfy making hip-hop Selena to your Kidz Bop Fighting with my psyche and I can't make the hits stop My mood sweats when it gets hot New debt and a big rock New Ken in Malibu New bed in Bedrock Find a place, I find a place that you're not Lie awake, I lie awake in day rot A lovely day, it's a lovely day I hate it Gone away, I've gone away Faded Find a place, I find a place that you're not Lie awake, I lie awake in day rot A lovely day, it's a lovely day I hate it Gone away, I've gone away Faded She told me, "stay low and keep your head low" "Let it hang low and move the gang slow" So I go unnoticed everywhere I go Mind's open but the door's closed She needs a hot take but her veins cold New friends with the same old, same old New whip with the same gold I've got new cards but this game's old Keep me in the shadows that's the way it goes While this girl's getting bankrolled Stay put and let the cash move New style with the same clothes Keep me in the shadows that's the way it goes While this girl's getting bankrolled Stay put and let the cash move New style with the same clothes Running from my shadow Back in the saddle I'm finished with this ranch life but still all about my cattle I'm picking up the paddle Pushing air down the channel, looking for my porcelain castle If rivers move, the trees will rattle Never fighting my own battles Took a bite of the poison apple I'd offer up a sample but this fake life is too fragile It would all burn to the ground with just the crackle of a candle Just bring me in a fresh bed and throw some spackle on the mantel I'm all about that love life It's all that she could handle I might come on too strong but she's a heavy handful Spouts off heady rambles She's a pretty piece of petty pampered empty scandal Just some twenty-nothing vandal (Yo) Can we please stop talking and just get you on your pretty way Whatever you wanna do, you're gonna do it anyway Don't call me up in the middle of May I'm tryna kick back and take a sip of the bay Maybe take a dip in it and drown in the waves My heart hurts but I do it to me every day It's a part of the process I pay for the shame You pay the same while picking up strays all the way to the bank Let me tell you something Keep running from nothing and you'll end up Forrest Gumping all the way to the grave Take a day, maybe a second or a minute Girl, take two months Give your dude some space to figure out what your dude wants He just wants true love You just want a new watch Heard you're on some new meds I just want some new thoughts Probably need new friends or more time to tie loose ends That's that wild goose chase I should've been that new Benz Treated more like loose change and I'm losing my two cents Nothing worse than new stains to remind you of who you've been I'm the man of the house Now my place is up in flames, I'm the man and the mouse Doused it with the past 'cause my gas ran out I'm not the man with the plan, just the man of the house Worthwhile waste of my time Hit the road and hitch a ride to someplace quiet Not even stopping for these stop signs Man I don't wanna stop time Just sit back, feet up Let it pass by me before I end up on a hotline Find a place, I find a place that you're not Lie awake, I lie awake in day rot A lovely day, it's a lovely day I hate it Gone away, I've gone away Faded