Phone Call to Heaven

Lord I'm not callin for forgiveness for the sins that I committed Look I did what I did and it can't be changed It's no regrets or remorse, did what I did for the cause If I ain't welcomed in heaven I can't com God it's MoeMoney calling I was hoping you had time and shit 9292589896 When you get the chance hit me back I know you workin But until then I'm leaving a message because it's urgent It been a minute since me and you had a convo I really called to kick it wit my brothers and my moms though Lately I been trippin, less liquor more fronto Sour got my heart beat sounding like a congo Poppa what you dealing wit, down here it's getting real as shit Everything you ever said was true, I'm starting to feel that shit Wishing I'd have listened when you told me put my gun aside Instead I'm crying witnessing ya vision through these blurry eyes They gave Balla all this time I'm praying he appeal it Locked him in a 6 by 9 but they couldn't trap his spirit That nigga so strong he make me look weak Wanted to cry in my cell when it was meat loaf week That shit is terrible I'm tellin you, AC you know the feeling too You been in a cell or two, you ate that chow didn't you You nasty but I miss you Remember when I went on that jux and sold that phone split the whole lick wit you That's cuz you official You ain't even ask for no cash, off the strength of that alone I won't forget you Gotti wats poppin, the 'line know I got them The Stars winning without M dubb is not a option No way we could fail, we prevailed through the opp shit Real nigga contest, bro you in the top ten Occ you know the vibes, gettin drunk is still how I live I can't forget that night I pissed on myself in ya crib Turned around and tried to fight you I'm hype that you let me live I clearly needed a dutch cuz that L would've been big And Tec don't laugh bro Lets not forget when we was working at Citi Field I use to cut yo ass bro And you think you mad low You made me credit you a dubb then right after you brought a 3 and a half bro Have my money or my weed when I get up there Before we have to hit a square and make it lit up there Ma this the part of the voicemail I was dreading Still I gotta rise to the occasion to keep from yelling My days without you weak, I pray for a stronger seven My obsession with progression been present since you reached heaven I wanna make you proud to tell god I'm ya damn son When this game of life got foul I still scored and won Plus I found a lady ma I think she the damn one If she keep it thousand with the kid you might have a grandson But I was calling just to let ya know Despite how full my hands get I can't let ya go I love and I miss you all but it's time to end this call though God next time I ring me and you engaging in convo Lord I'm not callin for forgiveness for the sins that I committed Look I did what I did and it can't be changed It's no regrets or remorse, did what I did for the cause If I ain't welcomed in Heaven I can't complain Lord I'm not callin for forgiveness for the sins that I committed Look I did what I did and it can't be changed It's no regrets or remorse, did what I did for the cause If I ain't welcomed in Heaven I can't complain God it's MoeMoney callin back exactly as I promised Thank you for pickin up cuz right now I'm needing ya guidance Opposition been trippin I'm trying to keep it modest But my tolerance for nonsense got death all over my conscious Moe I love you but I refuse to let you keep doin this You ruining ya chance at the music wit all this foolishness God it ain't me can't you see these niggas keep testing me I'm global in my living environment what you expect from me When I was reaching for regents teachers was thinking less of me School of hard knocks wasn't hesitant in accepting me You put me through the worst, how could you expect the best of me Look at how many of my loved ones you took from next to me Moe if you callin to question me save ya energy If you would've gave into me you wouldn't have made these enemies You played with the piece, still expecting serenity You old enough to know that what you sow is what you finna reap I picked up the metal to protect us from the Devil Cuz you stuck us in this ghetto where everybody's a rebel That's lies Moe you know it, pride won't let you show it Cuz it's lawyers from the hood, doctors, teachers and poets Planted you here at birth, you still ain't choose to outgrow it I put stones in front that glass house but never told you to throw it I called ya brothers home now you should cherish every other one Yea ya mother here wit me but I gave you another one You did, and I appreciate all that she's ever done for me But being adopted was the furthest thing from fun for me Know how many fights I done had when they tried to come for me Cuz I'm black and my mother white I couldn't live comfortably Don't nobody comfort me, I wipe these tears And CI been using this same tissue for 19 years Moe lower ya tone, no God hang up the phone You left me here alone and you don't see nothing wrong My house is not a home, rodents roam, I'm too big to live wit em My lifestyle wasn't fit for a condominium Moe you took a mile any time I ever left a inch God I don't think you understand what them measures meant I went to extremes just to see me and my fellas win Now you can't help no one if you sittin in a cell again Look I gotta get back to these prayers and these blessings God I understand and I love you thanks for the lessons