Distill

I won't persist on building self That's been torn down before Maybe I should try another door Chasing dreams I thought were so close Perversity I can't condone Maybe I had better leave alone So alone I stand without your hand I never meant to bring you down But maybe I just shouldn't be around Shouldn't be around Painted like a clown Just put me down, I'll wait Lonely in waiting on long brittle canvass Can anyone sketch a conclusion It seems I've only painted myself in another illusion Only the lonely will count these blotches and smears Could someone lead this scar astray Before the pages inside have turned to grey Turned to grey Just fade away... fade away Fade away... turned to grey And now, all I have of you is your memory A dream that you and I were still meant to be But now its just the end of the dream for me... dream for me If I stay, maybe my broken yearning heart would refrain Our love was never meant to sustain So I collect my heart and walk away Just walk away Or just fade away Just fade away... just fade away