Make It Out

Cus Lately I ain't been feeling myself Don't if it's just a phase Or maybe I need some help Going thru the motions Emotionless Lately I just been floating Solitude Writing N gorilla glue Really how I been cooping Stuck in my brain See I get lost in my thoughts Cus Everyday I'm fucking grinding My mental paying the cost All these sacrifices I'm making Tryna be the fucking boss I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried bout it paying off But what you can do Besides give this shit all of you Through the ups N downs The only way is the way thru N cant nobody save yo ass but self What you goin do I ain't no therapist Nor perfect This just some shit I'm going thru Steady fighting battles with doubt Going toe to toe with depression I tried to step way from it Get some time for some decompressing I got these introverted ways Sometimes a curse Sometimes a blessings N I been doing a lot less praying Leaning more towards meditation Unlocking my mind Feel like I found the book of revelations Thru concentration This here my fucking consecration Forever dedicated to being real This ain't no faking N I ain't scared to admit sometimes a nigga be goin crazy See I ain't scared I ain't scared To admit I'm fucked up Alil bit See I be trapped in my head N I'm just tryna make out These fears Worrys N doubts Im just tryna do without Im steady fighting these demons I'm just tryna get em out These fears Worrys N doubts I'm just tryna do without Just talked to my brotha Coolie Life is getting crazy Turk caught one to the chest N He gone They couldn't save em I came up wit bra But I ain't young in ages So that different hit me different N death don't usually phase me Since my pops died Can't tell you last time I cried But hearing bout my nigga death That shit brought tears to my eyes It put it in perspective That time is but of the essence Do you what you want N Fuck them outside opinions Cus In the end All you got is yoself at life's exit If said it once I said twice Nigga Don't you forget it Plan for the future Make sure you live for the now N if you love yo homie Tell that Nigga when he come around See I ain't scared I ain't scared To admit I'm fucked up Alil bit See I be trapped in my head N I'm just tryna make out These fears Worrys N doubts Im just tryna do without Im steady fighting these demons I'm just tryna get em out These fears Worrys N doubts I'm just tryna do without