A Dreamers Dream

Dear Kitty A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober Life What it is And what it could be like As you live it Saying this is what it Should be like But you can't imagine Nothing better Cuz you never seen better Coming from a home Where nobody ever left you a letter All you had was a name to cherish That you inherited Scared of love Cuz you surrounded By broken marriages Looking for clarity While trying to make it to Beverly Hills But you stuck Wondering If Love is fake or real Looking round Like you in a store Tryna catch a deal And all you can do is dream of the money And the way it feels And you had to learn the hardware Pushing Soft Ye   And everyone you thought was real Was really all fake When fake love equals fake friends For the Benjamins Like life has a price for a dream That don't ever end But what is life Bet you can't tell me What the answer is I guess we all chasing a dream From when we was a kid A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober Yo I want to be a rapper When truly I want to be a songwriter Just to have my music mainstream Cuz all I write is fire I want everybody to sit and admire my words Cuz I wasn't born on a block I was raised by a curve I wonder what would life be like If I ever was heard They say my words are weapons But thats not what Grandma Used to tell me She said sticks and stones can break your bones But words can never hurt me Til I lost my mind And saw the signs Of what my words do Cuz words can pick you up And they can also be so hurtful Damn I never seen that coming Cuz I love gangsta rap And reminisce on sitting in the trap With money coke weed and some pills sitting in my lap Those are the days that I remember When I'm looking back Now I look at whats ahead of me Instead of looking back Cuz God done sent so many Blessings to me I thank him for that Cuz now I got a dream Im chasing cars til' they tires flat I made that for Pmoney Cuz he always used to tell me that Im still chasing them cars And I just caught one with the tires flat I said your name in this Because I knew you would admire that Its because of you That I started even tryna rap Going through artist development You used to call it that No matter where I go in this World I will remember that Like you remember when that dude Had took my fry at lunchtime Then I tried to choke him out And made that nigga spit it out A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober A dreamers dream is always big Sometimes I think about my dreams And when I was A Kid But now I'm older The worlds growing colder And my musics getting colder While I'm tryna Find a way to live sober Imagine living life If you did everything right You never broke any rules Or ever put up a fight You just stayed collective Calm and cool And got used to The people who was hating on you Cuz thats how people do Say you a wack artist Then they go and listen to you Following wherever you go Like you don't pay dues They rather see you locked up Then with a plateful cuz They don't want you eating They would rather see you starve Although you been through it all And it was hard To overcome dark days and nights Like seeing shade in light In Life To enlighten us on wrongs and rights Got me sitting here dreaming Im beyond as bright