Fear

Fake Expectations Against Reality A four letter word strategically designed and intertwined To illustrate your worse nightmare An artistically manifested emotional destruction at the hands of your brain I hope you listened to my last poem called war Cuz this may make more sense to you as we further explore The depths of the culture shocking Heart wrenching, society breaking, relationship melting, destructive concept Fear Put your seat belt on cuz Let's begin Fear has its hands on the people of God like puppet strings Forcing them to make decisions in full control of their actions Some of us don't even live anymore! Those thoughts are vicious They control the human brain Fear has taken hold of the reigns The struggle is real Why is this generation of minds so controlled by feeling I'm not feeling it today I don't feel like doing this I don't feel like doing that How do you feel? Bad? Why Do you actually not want to go You actually aren't feeling it? or are you feeling fear Cuz These lies are ropes Pulling you closer to its control every time you think What is the rope attached to? You don't even know If only this rope was rapunzel's hair at the top of a tower Nah our generation ain't gonna try such a task Why would you go up there you don't know what's up there! Cuz our rope is easy to grab It's right in front of us with its opposite sides attached to a void of unknown reality! We don't wanna admit but it pulls us in And our hands bleed griping its intertwined lace so tightly Our hands have found a home on a bloody sharp tangled piece of twine But I thought fear was fake? Fear is the realest emotional feeling since the fall You know the fall? When they put hand made garments on and fled for their wrongs So now we build fake fences and place them in front of our houses As if we can't jump them But they aren't suppose to be there There like walls of toothpicks, with one touch they can crumble But they look like daggers through fictitious lenses I'm not saying that fear doesn't exist Cuz I am afraid too I'm afraid that this album doesn't appeal to you That you won't like it That I'll be made fun of And won't amount I've spent hours writing Planning and publishing But the rope pulled me in tight to a place where it would have been impossible To click send to drop this project for all to listen But it didn't I didn't get pulled in far enough I let go And broke the stronghold set before me We've gotta let our love lights shine a bit! Cuz This world has men like me trapped in rooms of fear But Some of us aren't even men Their boys in thirty year old bodies Playing video games and inside hobbies Every single day! The rope pulled them in tight And trapped them in living graves So what's the biggest fear? Fear of rejection some may say Im trying to break down my walls Its an infection Someone says "no" so I lie in a bed of rejection Comparison makes me a afraid I don't sound like those other guys I don't have that voice to covey interesting gripping messages To make you continue listening to these 11 tracks And it's all Because of expectations Eating away at what could be real I expect you not to like it Cuz it's me A weak unworthy being Well the Bible says there is no fear love Ok then I shouldn't have any fears ever right Cuz He's watching from above right Well He is glorious and is in control but We are human beings, we want control Fear is present in a corrupt society of feelings When feeling takes over we neglect him But fake can be sought out So pick up your pen and right to the fake To the lies that keep you awake Kinda like my intro to you This isn't just a bunch of words on a page It's a farewell letter to that rope that's pulling you in I'm gonna cut it now and you should too goodbye fear You have no place in this heart now