Di$cern

Life change why’m I feelin so sick I remember when we met at age 6 Mortal Kombat sega genesis it gave us bliss The innocence was common it created friendship Taught each other baseball and played to days end Felt like we was pro even signed each other’s mitts Used to race to first base who had the best sprint Who would think that batting practice made you swing and miss Age 9 I remember you was bein strange Actin with rebellion shook your own mothers faith I remember seein worriment up on her face And she told my momma that she said it’s just a phase And a parents happiness is how their kid facilitates And a mother worried only cares and demonstrates Went to therapy to take your rage away from your mental state And through those days I learned to empathize and make my homie great But you don’t wanna listen 15 started gettin cozy with the mischief Found what you want smokin blunts with the misfits Hit me with the pain in your eyes like a slit wrist Tried to see the bigger picture, edit it and fix it But you went for fixes that enabled your addiction 18 you were caught and incarcerated for flippin Used to try and flip a house instead you went and flipped bricks How them 4 walls feel dawg How it feel when you broke your moms heart How it feel when you ain’t play your part Now you gone, thanksgiving gets too hard And that’s real, every night your mom cry And you a bitch, did the best for your life Left a dream behind to see her son shine Father Time ain’t kind to the unwise Discern me Unworthy Just learn me Don’t hurt me Unworthy Discern me Unworthy God hurt me Fight the pain I feel the feelings fall Fight the hate I feel the demons call Fight the pain I feel your feelings gone Start to hear your name I’m torn apart Start to heal but still I feel the scars Had to welcome hell with open arms Tried to realize I should play my part but... Run up that check, Run up that check, Run up that check Run up that bank, run up that bank run up that bank Run up that game, run up that game, run up that game Run up that clock, run up that clock, feelin fate Get fucked from the jump dawg How it feel in them four walls Did you reach out your arms Pray the lord gone respond Did you dialogue with god Find forgiveness in a few psalms Found the world in your palms Found hope in a new start Tussle tween the love and hate the demons angels fightin lead the way Takes a lot of heart to turn my back but life is life can’t place ya fate with Hate I never came to visit heard your momma cryin know we feelin too betrayed And truth be told ya dead to me this songs a sermon treat it as a fuckin wake Get fucked from the jump dawg All alone know it gets hard Git right from a few wrongs To the devil you belong Made moms go through withdrawal Put drugs in they palms Hope the kids don’t die young Hope the real ain’t Fall off See I’m prayin devastated, really coulda been the same as you Love is love but wit no trust I start to love the have I need to use Feel like I’m goin insane, try to do right every day, found my salvation today But money made you salivate, if only you witness the pain, maybe you won’t be the same The look of ya mommas disgrace, the pain thatcha momma embraced