Nowadays/No Hook, Pt. 2

Ain't got much time before I go up so lets go up at it So long I've been so underrated need to change my status Let niggas know that I been wishing just to get a patek They say I stay up on my music yea Im such an addict I just been dreaming every night Im ballin like the Magic I got these niggas they been faking so I call them plastic Grew up not ever trust a soul thats just the way I plan it Took lotta losses so I know just when I feel abandoned All my life I just been trying hard to stay up on my toes Remember nights when I was gassing hanging in the studio Ain't my prime but when Im at it niggas gonna take my flow Took forever what Im doing they wont ever really know Had some trouble come my way I was not the one to show Was so young with all my brothers had so much my life to go Woke up screaming late at night thought I ain't gone make it home They say if you got a dream you gotta do it on your own Had my father always tell me it's the actions that gone make the man Held it close to mind I might go and tat it by my hand Gotta have a legacy and Imma take it by demand Only trust myself told these people I don't need no friends Once upon a time I was a youngan tryna chase a check Nowadays Im on it spend this money then I make it back Watch the day I blow up people think I got a fake patek They been sleepin on me always thinking I wont catch a band (I be zooming out) Was some niggas had to let them go (Ain't no fooling now) Im gone work it hard and hit the road (You cant take me down) Ain't nobody finna tell me no (I been working out) Think Im bluffing I got much to show Told my family on the phone soon we'll all be living large I would rather die than to live where I wont be a star Niggas tryna stop me cuz they know that I been working hard Since I came alive I knew I was gonna make it far Made a promise to my mama yea I know she love me I cant help but cry inside every time she hug me She the realest in my life that's on the God above me I just hope she stay alive see what just becomes me Im gone work my way up, I just gotta stay up Let these niggas know that Im not ever gone be laid up Im just staying on my grind then Im gone get paid up Keeping strong I gotta rise ain't got time for wait-ups All these thoughts was coming at me was in love with being faded So much gas up in my head felt like I was meditating Went thru way too many traumas yea thats how I been created Was in classes writing lines thats how much Im dedicated Now Im telling all these people how lil Santo is today Last time I thought I died come to think it might been yesterday Don't know how I am inside Im just tryna handle all my pain First song was bout my past this is how I am just nowadays