Last Year

My life runnin in circles always closing the door On new things that try to enter I don’t need’em no more Why is it that when we communicate it’s about making scores Who hurts the other worse in ways we wouldn’t think to before And I get sick tired of all these feelings at hand I need to let go but somethings always holding me back Can never relax remember I would sit in my class Stare down at my pad I didn’t pay attention in math and Now I’m here I swear that I’m never changing Always stick to what I’m saying always trying to be patient I took my life put it in a movement now i can say that I’m on a roll this is it flowing feels like I’ve made it Trying to capture every moment in a zone like a picture Frozen still but the memories are something that’s missing Lost out on two parents had to learn my own lessons I’ve been out here on my own ever since I can remember Last year I told myself to go an make it out Right now I’m finally coming for that crown Last year to busy focused on by bank account Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count Last year I wasn’t the same person I am now I’ve been back and forth just battling with myself Right now it’s time for me to go an make it out Last year they got busy they was trying to talk me down Life's never easy it’s been hard from the start Trying to pick apart my brain but I feel in my heart Every time I become vulnerable and show you my scars Start to regret opening up cuz I don’t know who you are Every time it always comes around again runnin in circles Like what happened to all my friends Been out here all alone put the plan in motion and then We’re taking off building up our emotions within Just cuz I’m out here on my own doesn’t mean won’t make it I’ve been out here all alone never care what there saying Trying to push me in a corner make me feel like I’m insane They’ll never understand we live life two different ways Perfection is the vision so we gotta keep making waves Remember last year we was talking about getting paid But none of those fears is the reason I've ever stayed To many live life waste time not chasing dreams What are we here for if we don’t do the things that we please Why do I care more when someone keeps on saying mean things I like to hurt sometimes when they like to hurt me I take that negative and make song off that energy Cuz last year I told myself to go an make it out Right now I’m finally coming for that crown Last year to busy focused on by bank account Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count Last year I told myself to go an make it out Right now I’m finally coming for that crown Last year to busy focused on by bank account Right now trying to fill it up to go an make it count Last year I wasn’t the same person I am now I’ve been back and forth just battling with myself Right now it’s time for me to go an make it out Last year they got busy they was trying to talk me down