Deliberations (feat. Mare Clare)

Soon found out, it's not what it seems Going down a winding road No help from the high beams Bad news, never waits for a good time Open up old wounds Too soon with some new rhymes Truth be told, I had no intentions till now Spazzing out, laughing like shakes and tremors in a crowd Gave me, weak knees, from all these, bleak feigns Just a coward running around, oscillating on the ground, I'm Consumed by all this white noise sound, I never Stood a chance, decided to double down So I breathe stretch shake, just lying face up downtown Tragic part is you can't get through all your doubts You, said I lacked devotion, needed redemption Should take advantage of my circumstances, I Could never play the right hand anyways Took a chance still, I'm new to this seduction and sin Dizzy and dance, blemishes on my chin Handling these situations in these barrooms dimly lit I didn't know but now I know, I got to go All I know Is I'm headed for a downfall Soon found out, it's not what it seems Going down a winding road No help from the high beams Bad news, never waits for a good time Open up old wounds Got me singing the new vibes I saw the writing on the pavement yelling caution at dawn And tried to warn you in the morning but you'd already gone Deliberations Caught in stride, a thick patience, I've been Just hoping praying wishing waiting I parked in the shade cause the sun raises hell with the paint What a waste, all these days worth of weeks worth of dreams thrown away Without so much as a peep Turn the page and clear the stains in my eyes that got me waiting around for you Cause even love fades, from a white To a sort of, black and blue Got me, beat up and bruised I've been, off the mark And she's grown wise to my smart tricks and clever stunts Said that she's had enough And I've grown so ugly and rotten It got me painting outside of the lines No I'm not like a partner in crime More like the 2019 Bonnie and Clyde Soon found out, it's not what it seems Going down a winding road No help from the high beams Bad news, never waits for a good time Open up old wounds Got me singing the new vibes Heavy sigh Baby seduce my mind Been caught like a fool, without a line And I play the fool, from time to time I know, it's alright She said baby Always save pain for daylight Forget about a love song Been throwing sticks and stones