Past

Tell me what it feel like Bloodshot eyes with a gunned down mind Reminiscing in a dark night Tell me what it feel like Skin gon slide and the blood gon shine From the edge of a long knife Tell me what it feel like Others give you pain, so you give yourself the same People thinking you insane Nah, tell me what it feel like Stuck in a mental penitentiary you can't escape Yeah When that light ain't bright And your sole gon hide Behind the lies your mind unwinds Feeling like a nobody on the inside Cuz ain't nobody letting you in by their side Man it's a damn roller coaster we ride But somehow life always seems on the downside Might go end my life just to feel high Join my other kin, with a grin Living up in the sky, like Woah I can't take no more Oh, woah All these voices in my head With depression kicking in, like I am drowning in my sorrow Will I make it to tomorrow Feeling like my life is borrowed So i'm about to give it back Leave my body in the past, yeah Why am I here Lately I've been trying to feel elevated Check my situation And i'm hella hated Unappreciated Iron bars to cage in Where my declaration Nah, why am I here All I wanna do is be alone Nothing but the Nothing but the silence of my room I feel crazy, while everybody cool Looking at the scenery and I ain't Why am I here A question mark above my head As time extends And dilemmas arise in a fight with my oxygen Should I end it now Or should I keep it in Hear the voices loud Can I silence them When the hate come out Can I alleviate it All these little young-ins wanna feel painless So a knife sharpens In attempts to escape it Woah I can't take no more Oh, woah All these voices in my head With depression kicking in, like I am drowning in my sorrow Will I make it to tomorrow Feeling like my life is borrowed So i'm about to give it back Leave my body in the past, yeah Oh All I ever did was try to love you and adore you And all you ever did was push away in a dark gloom Spent many days and many nights To try and wipe the tears away No they never go away My heart aches Without you here it's not the same I drop a tear when I hear your name You're not around, driving me insane A perfect sole, caught in a mind game Woah I can't take no more Oh, woah All these voices in my head Memories kicking in, like I am drowning in my sorrow Yet another life held from tomorrow Wishing i could help so the grave won't follow But I cannot bring them back I must leave them in the past, no