Misery

I lost my faith the memories erased I keep on living life no stress for me today The pain it gives me strength My life for me to gain If you take hurtful past the Misery remain Too big of heart gave a way piece of me And the reality of things is I'm just a broken dream (broken dream) I won't ever be free they have control of me The rest of my entire life I'm trapped in Misery As I sit here lost and trapped in my head Every single voice screams out that it wants me dead I'm just tryna get away from all the pain and the stress and escape all of the demons that be beating my chest I'm just tryna maintain and embrace the rain but every single day ain't seeing a change Only hatred remains instead hating the same we steady plaguing the game instead of making a name We gotta stick together or we fighting for nothing so continue to be fake and then we hate on each other Why imitate ya loyal and turn your back on your brother and pledge devotion to one another then betray your own lover It fuckin sickens me to see this right in front of me But it's easy to percieve there's no reason to believe It's too late for me to let it be it feels like God's forsaken me If that's the case then let it be My heart is frozen totally I lost my faith the memories erased I keep on living life no stress for me today The pain it gives me strength My life for me to gain If you take hurtful past the Misery remain Too big of heart gave a way piece of me And the reality of things is I'm just a broken dream (broken dream) I won't ever be free they have control of me The rest of my entire life I'm trapped in Misery This hidden Misery just keeps me trapped inside And the only ones who noticed are who watched me as cried Kept me from suicide and never left my side Or an every day witness to this thing I call my life Or those don't see wouldn't even believe the things I go though are hard for me to percieve that's why I over think alot so that I can receive so before you take me out I've already plot out the theme I keep on grinding though they wanna see me fall and after the smoke as settled see me standing there tall And I'll keep on pushin give a damn if they appalled One day they gonna eat their words I'll stand and appluad Hit em with an impact a mandible claw Talkin shit one hit I'll dismantle ya jaw Talkin wreck upon my family is damage to all Your calamity is clarity ya manage to fall I lost my faith the memories erased I keep on living life no stress for me today The pain it gives me strength My life for me to gain If you take hurtful past the Misery remain Too big of heart gave a way piece of me And the reality of things is I'm just a broken dream (broken dream) I won't ever be free they have control of me The rest of my entire life I'm trapped in Misery