Goodbye Angel-Demon

Stuck in my head I just want it to end A demon in her eyes Ill soon be dead Baby please don't cry Its just what I get Im sorry I hurt you Ill forever regret Everything that I said Now Im stuck in my bed Suffer carved in my chest And I hurt with each breath I ruined everything we had left Im stupid now leave me to rest I knew it should've never hit send And now Im ready for death Please take my soul My heart is so broke Just take it its yours I am rotting my corpse I am plotting how to go I am frozen in my core I can't take this no more I just hope that they all know I realize my actions have woke Myself Im the lowest of low Smoking and trying to cope Avoiding who I love the most So I don't hurt them no more So I watch my tears hit the floor Im drowning in liquor I pour I can't feel anymore Falling apart I just wanna new start I live in the dark I think that I lost my heart You really played your part Now my pain is my art Ill never let down my guard Fuck this shit is so hard This hurt is sharper than sharp And I just want it all to stop But yet Im craving to carve I don't know how to respond I won't ever be one I will forever be gone I don't think that I am meant for love But I think its fake like lust I do not belong The blood that comes with each song They love so just sing along I don't know where I went wrong The pain won't end Im alone I just wanna go home It won't end its been here so long Im up until I see dawn With death Ill relax and be calm Im sorry but I love you mom Keep trying you'll get what you want I hurt you hear it in my tone The scars that I've never shown The things that Ive never told Whats wrong I don't really know I just want to really go Someone, Please save me I aint been, myself lately I won't blame, you if you hate me I can't change and you can't make me I hate this, I am aching I wish that, I could erase me I can't stop, this fuckin shaking I can't take it, Im sick of faking