Chokehold

Get up There's not much left of me A bittersweet emptiness is all that I have left I think the end is near The only thing I’ll say before I go, before I lose it all I’m made of messes, but I give good first impressions This is where I come to rest This is where I come to hide This is where I come to escape the chokehold of life It’s never easy Watching things unfold Just a story left untold This is the way I should confess that I’m not right in the head What? Everything I thought I once knew is buried down below (Low) This is the way of a ruined man A dull-witted masquerade There’re so many things you don't know And I wish I knew how to fucking breathe This is where I come to rest This is where I come to hide This is where I come to escape the chokehold of life This is how I cope This is how I stay sane This is how I get over the weigh down Help me I can't even say my own name without feeling lost and ashamed Lost and ashamed You think you know what’s best for me But you don’t know shit No I never waited for this I had plans I had plans And now I’m giving up I urge you to follow your dreams So you don't end up like me This depression will grab a hold of me But it won't be the same for you I urge you to follow your dreams So you don't end up like me Release your chains and break free Because there is no time left This is everything you've ever wanted So why not chase it? Follow your dreams I don't think I can move on There’s too much resting on this I just want to lay my head to rest Lay my head to rest I don't need you to save me I just need you to hold my hand While I save me from myself Save me from myself