I'll Be Alright

Lately I been so pessimistic My glass is half empty you don't have to Lately I been so pessimistic My glass is half empty you don't have to guess it I find myself staring at my own reflection So when I say I hate you, just know I fuckin meant it And I been so depressed cuz everything is fuckin stressful And I got so much on my plate its on this instrumental See I be losing sleep, my girl's the only one I vent to But I know she always listens to my full potential Sometimes I wish I never went the safer route Money brings security, I'm tryna get a safe amount But I'm on probation 5 years I'm on these papers now How do I provide with only 50 in my bank account I gotta rob somebody fuck it it's a homicide There ain't no tellin if my ass might go to jail tonight And frankly I dont give a fuck it's only part time I know that we gon have to make it thru these Hard times Gonna make you wonder why you even try Hard times Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry These lies And I still don't how I even survive Hard times, hard times And I gotta get to rock bottom hmmm I often think of Cooper and the shit he did Like why he take his life jumpin off that bridge I remember back when I was on the phone witchu That shit was selfish dog now how the fuck we supposed to live I know it's been like 5 years since that episode But I love you dog its hard for me to let this go Ya mom is special, lil bruva he be special too I love Keaun he reflects another younger you RIP to Cole, RIP to Dre Rest In Peace to Mikey, Rest In Peace to Wake I lost a lot of brothers past couple months it's been troublesome But it's okay because I'm fuckin numb It ain't hard to tell that I ain't got no friends I'm tryna find a way that I could breathe again And frankly I don't give a fuck it's only part time I know that we gon have to make it thru these Hard times Gonna make you wonder why you even try Hard times Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry These lies And I still don't how I even survive Hard times, hard times And I gotta get to rock bottom hmmm I been so selfish I took you for granted I take responsibility for all my actions Sometimes you never actually realize How much shit you did, hoping you reverse the damage I know first hand that it hurts to panic Not knowing if ya partner is worth the battle And I don't ever wanna make you feel like that I swear to god that sometimes I'm a worthless rapper But listen baby that's my own shit Cuz every time I have to leave the house I'm feelin' home sick I just wanted you to know that you the best thing That ever happened to me, please pick up the phone quick I just need to tell you that I fuckin love you I would never place nobody else above you You always taught me that this pain was only part time I really think that we can make it thru these Hard times Gonna make you wonder why you even try Hard times Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry These lies And I still don't how I even survive Hard times, hard times And I gotta get to rock bottom hmmm