Fight/Flight

Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Ha, oh, uh Sweet boy, mean pen haha Dead, huh Thats whoever you claims got the throne Nobody wanted to see my four bars, so I told myself I’m gonna blow on my own I do not care if you work like machines, that ain’t special to me cuz that makes you a clone U man just gass it and indicate nothing, eventually crash like you just drunk and drove Serious most of you man are delirious, you ain’t no kings, can’t take you serious You low frequency like kicks of the drum heh Trust me that I’ve become numb I will murder a king, if it’s wrong then it’s fun heh Ambition is flooding my lungs I will not lie, I’ve accepted who I’ve become heh Remember they thought I was dumb And my b just stayed silent, she knew I’m the one heh I can’t be giving no hugs When I gave all my heart, I weren’t getting no love heh Now look at what I've become A soldier, a killer that only get bigger Girls look at me like that bad chick from thriller Funny though, moon is low time to turn killer They spoke of fortune, I’m back getting bigger Of course don’t believe me check the source I really like position But it’s far from being the boss, uh All I want, a couple cars, uh Small stress, living large, uh Nice attire of a star, uh Play in the clubs or the cart You ain’t on par, huh nah No one rivals my ambition, woo If you gassed then boy listen, nah You cannot see my position, nah You cannot see my position, damn No one rivals my ambition, woo If you gassed then boy listen, ha You cannot see my position, nah You cannot see my position, nah Don’t wanna see my life go to waste Showed ambition and got banged in the face Showed my talent and they rid me of that I might have to smoke my pain away Same day told my mum I’m ok Might need a drug to numb all this pain No control took a toll on my brain All the adrenaline made me insane Whatever my nigga I’m running up Bun it up, suck it up, ain’t no damn soldier can rival us Time is up, I put ambition on slave ships I had a dream that blacked till I’m white and they said that it was racist Put my black ink in my black pen till I black out, they can’t take it Living life like it’s GTA, to be frank I’m living three lives Calm and chill, till I reflex and then Z H I N O on a new high My dreams only get bigger Doesn't change them kicking my nigga I might go ape find trigger Too late Hans zimmer, dark night, no filler Just clips, all shoot, my skin get thicker Of course I put my middle finger to the sky Screaming at the clouds like why Mum said I need therapy I'm feeling different inside But I’d rather mask it with my high Pass them anaesthetics nigga Numb me to get better nigga I put my middle finger to the sky Screaming at the clouds like why Mum said I need therapy I'm feeling different inside But I’d rather mask it with my high Pass them anaesthetics nigga Numb me to get better nigga I always knew you’d find me nigga Nobody understands you but me nigga I know the trauma in your mind prevents your sleep nigga I know you wish you could go back and go squeeze triggers I know you got trust issues, you been stabbed in the back If you slip me in nigga, we can handle all that I know you feeling vulnerable lead you to this place And you staring at me desperate, I can see in your face Yh all good, ok put me right there You too careful, now I’m numbing your cares Numbing your scares, numbing your thoughts Do you a favour, here's a fresh start; you was breaking apart last summer I mean ah And these are the reasons, going by seasons Fresh food seasoned My plate steady deepens, I start feeling better cuz I was feeling nothing Self prescribed remedy, but that nigga was bluffing Numb, numb, numb I ain’t been liking the world Numb, numb, numb put my hand in my curls Trying my best just to feel something To reveal something and then I met a girl