Bottle of Scotch

I was born when she kissed me, I died when she left me I lived a few weeks while she loved me You like it? What is it? I want to put it in scripture, I don’t know quite where I forgot the last time you ever showed me love That’s the last time I ever felt a fucking buzz, damn Well, besides the bottle of scotch I keep it on my nightstand, I pour that shit on the rocks And it’s like a nightmare as soon I unlock And its like what do I care but I want this shit to stop I’m searching for my happiness I’ll never retrieve Burn degrees, all this shit will slowly murder me Can’t compete, nothing means what you mean to me When I stay behind the scenes, when I hide behind the seams And you don’t know what I see in this world, what I perceive And I wanna rest in peace Don’t miss me when I’m deceased I always feel the pain if I ain’t high or I ain’t fucking Need a little bit serotonin just to fucking function I’m alone inside my thoughts with major alcohol consumption Take trip inside my mind and that’s a journey of destruction And I’d if I blow up from combustion, shit at least I’m feeling something She stay on me like some suction, I ain’t using no seduction (I ain’t using no seduction, and I know you tryna let me go) And I always feel the pain if I ain’t rapping or ain’t writing Honestly I lost my gratitude of happiness, excitement I don’t give a fuck about your attitude, I’m stay staying vibrant Make a scene and everybody laugh at you, I’m staying silent Elevated got a higher altitude, I’m straight vibin’ And I can never fucking lie to you, inside I’m dying I forgot the last time you ever showed me love That’s the last time I ever felt a fucking buzz, damn Well, besides the bottle of scotch I keep it on my nightstand, I pour that shit on the rocks And it’s like a nightmare as soon I unlock And its like what do I care but I want this shit to stop (As soon as I unlock)