I Love You but I Don't Know

All the things that you've been through I really don't have a clue City to city on the move Missing every opportunity to see you Treat you like my lover though I don't have proof Angel numbers leading back to you I've had sweet dreams, nightmares too Triple five and twenty two To the sea the distant shores Waiting at the door come pick me up at four You told me that you've been broken before Would you let me fix that broken heart of yours Some things just aren't quite the same Knowing that you exist that you know my name Sometimes you drive me insane Don't call me out you're to blame Silly things and bedroom schemes Spending nights playing make believe You put me down my self esteem Treat me so bad but I can't bear to leave Some nights you're on my mind Other times you're drifting out of my sight Can't help but hold you tight I'll be here for you I'll be your light Keeping tabs on your dreams My heart is bursting at its seams Whether all of this meant to be We'll have to wait and see Sometimes I wonder if you care The way that you treat me papers that you tear Leave me and I'll say a prayer Go back to your lover who has marigold hair Now things aren't quite the same Knowing that you love her and I'm just another flame You leave me with so much shame Don't call me out you're to blame The good things stay and the bad things go Shut the hell up put down your phone Don't know what you're saying but you should've known I love you but I don't know