Difficult

I remember when I was young I was ready, knew what I wanted to be before the time would come Maybe that put me in a position For getting bullied by the neighborhood kids man But everytime they broke me down I rose back up Became a class clown Emotions got locked up I didn't want to admit it But maybe they were getting to me I felt stupid But maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day I could prove 'em wrong And everything would be okay, okay, okay, okay But I was never really that strong Why must it be so Hard to show who you are I don't know myself I look like me but inside I'm gone Why does it have to be difficult, for me Why does it have to be difficult, oh I worry everyday that my moment might be past due So I do a lot of stupid shit only 'cause I think that I have to And I don't wanna grow older 'Cause the end is coming closer, yeah And I don't want it to be over I spent so many years holdin' on to hope yeah But maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day I could prove 'em wrong And everything would be okay, okay, okay, okay But I think it's best if I move on Why must it be so Hard to show who you are I don't know myself I look like me but inside I'm gone Why does it have to be difficult, for me Why does it have to be difficult, oh Ye, ye, yeah Ye, ye, yeah No matter how many doubts you might have Nobody is as hard on me as I am And maybe you could understand That sometimes I'm not really my biggest fan Maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day I will prove 'em wrong And everything will be okay, okay, okay, okay But the road I gotta travel is long Yeah Why must it be so Hard to show who you are I don't know myself I look like me but inside I'm gone Why does it have to be difficult, for me Why does it have to be difficult, oh Why must it be so Hard to show who you are I don't know myself I look like me but inside I'm gone Why does it have to be difficult, for me Why does it have to be difficult, oh