S.O.T.M (feat. Lamar Shima)

I'm so misunderstood I thought you were an angel coz to me you were a muse We hung out way too often and you did keep me amused But you picked another person so I really am confused Nowadays I'm feeling lost I thought we were an item And when I came around all you ever did was hide it I told you all my secrets I never thought about it Guess I'm really half to blame coz I thought you felt the same Now I can see oh I can see That I played myself that's what it means So don't tell me it's not what I think Cannot trust nobody or a thing Then I really started falling out I didn't do this for the clout Tell me that we lost the spark What the fuck you talking 'bout I gave you a shoulder every time when you were crying out And now because of you I run in circles like a roundabout Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal You love to pick a bone You love to find the fault with what I do and what I don't With every little thing you up the volume of your tone Swear sometimes it feels like this is just a house and not a home Coz you see me as a waste See I don't know the meaning I guess being the first one of the pack is so demeaning I know I got my siblings And age is just a number Coz with every passing year You still try to be controlling Always at the house You ain't even working while your mates are out Look turn down your headphones coz they really loud Every time you going out Blowing up my cellphone when it's turning dark Barely even praise me for the things I'm doing right Like my grades are really sprouting out Shit so green like brossel sprouts Said I'm dressing like a tout What the fuck you talking bout You the reason why I do not like to have my friends around I swear upon my kids that I am done with tryna make you proud Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal I'm surfing on the moon like Kelly Slater Jackson Waves be the caption Niggas swear they lost in the sauce but they be capping You think the verse is fire but I only spit a fraction Still a brother stay ready for that action Incase Kiesha calling ask a nigga where his ass been I been in the studio Spitting bars with Rizzy yo Gangster's paradise got me busting like I'm Coolio Might build a rocket ship and take my family out to space Born sinner but my name means God's grace I'm at the finish line you still tryna tie your lace Sipping henny on a cloud damn that's a different taste Damn that's a different taste The opposite of a optimist I think that's obvious the way I sound ominous Once I start spazzing ain't no single way of stopping it Rizzy and Lamar nigga vibe with us Yeah Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal Surfing on the moon surfing on the moon Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue Higher altitude higher altitude Just take me take me to another pedestal