Downfall

It's day in and day out, I never got tired But lately it's so different, feel like I'm a liar I was burning bright don't know what happend to the fire I tried to be somebody that the people can admire I gotta take care of myself now I can't build an empire on those weak grounds I can't be a leader without a good crowd I can't go up all the time if I feel down I don't know what I want anymore I got a different mindset than I had before Like I'm afraid of what's behind the door And if I open up Will it boost me up or knock me on the floor Can I go Can I go to better places I don't know But I don't wanna face this All alone And I don't know if I stand tall Or will this be Will this be my downfall I'm locked in the same four walls I tried talking to God but he's not returning calls I wonder did I waste my time Is it too late to shoot my shot Or am I still on the line I don't know Can I ever find my way back Back to who I was when I was better and when I was still on track Will these walls ever begin to crack Or did the devil take me here just to never take me back Can I go Can I go to better places I don't know But I dont wanna face this Can I go And I don't know if I stand tall Or will this be Will this be my downfall Will this be my downfall