Hi-Lo

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't feel so low when I'm I don't feel so low when I'm high But I'm high, I'm at my lowest, lowest I can't even find no reason why I try to find, and I can't focus, focus You can't even save me, I can't even save myself Looking in the mirror, and I think I need some help There's gotta' be a way, I need a way out I been tryna' stand up, but I just stand down Trapped inside a cycle, as I pray for my survival End up like my idols, we've been seeing since our arrival Feeling suicidal, is today gon' be the day? Put the poison in my system, as I'm digging my own grave 'Cause I don't feel so low when I'm high But I'm high, I'm at my lowest, lowest I can't even find no reason why I try to find, and I can't focus, focus You can't even save me, you should prolly' save yourself Looking in the mirror, and I see somebody else I'm tired of being ashamed, so I get spaced out Let the toxins fill my brain, as I just fade out Carry on without me, live your life, and be so happy I'm fine when I'm alone, 'cause when I'm around, it's always cloudy I'm okay with being lonely, got these trips I always go on And I'm leaving here tonight, so for now, the problem's prolonged 'Cause I don't feel so low when I'm high But I'm high, I'm at my lowest, lowest I can't even find no reason why I try to find, and I can't focus, focus You can't even hate me, not the way I hate myself Breakin' all the mirrors to block the hatred in ourselves I'm sorry for the way that I left it I know that you can feel the shame and won't forget it I can see the family torn apart, and so affected From decisions I have made along my life, and I'd regret it But what wouldn't be prevented, was the torment in my head Hope you know, it's not your fault, I was better off dead 'Cause I don't feel so low when I'm high But I'm high, I'm at my lowest, lowest I can't even find no reason why I try to find, and I can't focus, focus I don't feel so low when I'm high But when I'm high, I'm at my lowest, lowest I can't even tell you now, goodbye I wanna' tell you now, I'm sorry, I'm sorry now I don't feel so low when I'm high