My Life

The possibilities All these options are they meant for me Been overthinking the Thought of walking in my destiny If i could go and see In my future And what’s best for me I’d prolly take a peak Then start cooking with the recipe Huh But then again i'm walking with God Walk in faith not by sight So when you look in my eyes You’ll see the stars are aligned Even when i'm behind I'm really right on my time So get up off of my spine and wait Be patient stop wasting And taking salvation We made it you played it Yea You reposted replayed it Related and saved it My taste is yo flavor Aye Without sauce or the drip Take a sip from the ship When we dip and we slip Into A whole 'nother time zone My eyes closed but my mind gone My mind gone And this is My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life In the sunshine Everybody likes the sunshine Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah This story starts, before i was a fetus Pops sleeping with other women But say he didn't mean it Used to take mom's car Convinced her that he need it She believed it until she saw a broad That was seated the next evening He was slipping steady pimping got caught Taught me life is game, if anything I should call it how I see it Perceived it like chess and thought far Inside the man then I planned on how to beat em' Especially if he conceded Moving on... Proceeding towards... A parents special award some might even call it a chore I was born, lights shining On their baby boy Filled their eyes with joy, smiling With the love and support of both parents But it became apparent I would soon inherit Qualities my momma cherished She was never violent Often times a lil quiet Stayed true to herself But also always open minded One day things ignited With the two the room silenced Some drama and my momma emotions Mixed with the violence Cause he went and decided To put his hands on her Slapped her right across the face His little mans haunted Her heart had started to race She making plans homie Grabbed the knife like on guard Who wanna dance homie? That slap was cheap and homie don't play that Even with a receipt somethings in life you can't take back Ain't no take backs And this is My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life My life In the sunshine Everybody likes the sunshine Don't you agree Don't you agree In the sunshine In the sunshine Now keep it rolling burning dollars Since a youngin' popping collars On the weekends with my father He'll take me for a ride Where we going what's the mileage Need to know, you shouldn't bother even asking Just relax Better fasten that belt Or else I'll teach ya bout some knowledge We can go to college Since ya testing me I don't really think you want them problems When i tell you I done banged, faced gangs Been to jail, with my name booked Saw thangs that leave ya brain shook Boy I'm not to mess with, so best if You sit back in that seat Before i cave yo whole chest in yo intestines Lesson learned or not If you misheard or need a better message I can stop, you could get dropped Pop locked and cocked his fist His swollen wrist Like cops who unloading clips On innocent kids A cycle that's exposing this Unspoken code of conduct I'm just living until my time's up I swear this honey too sweet Park your car, you in for a treat Or you could roll to the beat With the windows down, music loud While you rocking in ya seat Hey I said this honey too sweet Grab them girls flip them curls take a drink If it wasn't for our kings and queens Up in this world baby girl I don't know where I would be