Breadboy

I think I'm dreaming 'Cause nothing here makes sense No deeper meaning Just hanging on loose ends There's a decision To blink or see it all Not my decision Glad to fall off the wall 'Cause dreams are easy They're easier than this No one can see me Or my subconscious mess I think I'll be fine When I decide to wake And really who knows How long I'm gonna wait Take it slow Don't let go Of those wistful metaphors That just leave you wanting more You'll have better luck trying If you focus on not lying So when I'm sleeping I've learned to recognize That there's no meaning To writings in the sky Can't be good for me Float along unaware But there's no healing Unless I'm out of air 'Cause dreams are easy They're easier than this No one can see me Or my subconscious mess I think I'll be fine When I decide to wake And really who knows How long I'm gonna wait Take it slow Just let go Of those wannabe morals All those pointless empty foils You'll have better luck just lying Than covering up what you're hiding Memory or intuition Déjà vu but something's missing Is it greed or OCD Can't stop taking everything so seriously Getting older Still much younger Waking up I'll Never surrender Having a dream About living, I'm dying I am the bread Just something you connect to Getting older Still much younger Waking up I'll Never surrender Having a dream About living, I'm dying I am the bread Just something you connect to I hope that you're breathing but I hope you're not living and I know that my words don't Always bear repeating but Please just consider that There's no deeper meaning 'cause Anything is dead to me but Silence is my enemy So here we all stand with Our eyes locked hand in hand Just waiting for the deeper bit Knowing that there's none of it And what good is feeling numb When you're living on a crumb of Feeling from those better days Living through the new malaise So lock the key and lose the door And be ready for nothing more You'll never be let down If you never stick around Not waiting for a happy end 'cause it's okay to never win Trying not to be afraid Of never-ending rainy days Getting older (Never-ending rainy days, never-ending rainy days) Still much younger (Never-ending rainy days, never-ending rainy days) Waking up I'll (Never-ending rainy days, never-ending rainy days) Never surrender (Never-ending rainy days, never-ending rainy days)