elevators (feat. nixio)

Yeah yeah yeah yeah mic check I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down My life revolve around money and drugs that's what I'm used too People claim to figure me out, but honestly, they never knew I been dealing with some demons, it's what I'm accustomed to Dealing with some money issues, made my trust have some issues I spent time away, trynna medicate all my toxic traits I hate to hate, but we learn from mistakes Negative energy, it feels like it just reciprocates So I sit inside my room, just an attempt to meditate Empty bottles of pain laying around my medication Staring outside, I can't believe I'm at a loss for dedication I need to brush up on my skills for decision making Took everything in me, to let go of my own frustration Kush and meditation, what I need to survive Deep thoughts in mind, toxic cities they idolize I never understood why I'm an attraction for pain I never understood why I stand alone in the rain But fuck it, I spent time on how to deal with these curses Dealing with some things, I couldn't carry no burdens Let my stresses leave my body with a deep exhale Gave my heart away, broken dreams is what I inhale I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down Let my mind live the truth, I'm entirely a fool I've been alone since preschool, I use vitamins for fuel Hide the strap on my chest just to reveal the steel I treat everything like my daydreams it's so surreal That way it's hard for life to let you down foreal I hate to take, but I ain't have no choice but to steal The thing about life, it's hard to find what's real Drake say, they never say what's real The truth is they never act how they fucking feel I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down I been dealing with some demons So I run without a reason So I do not mind the leaving This whole time I had been scheming So my conscious goes up and down Like elevators go up and down